Depression was a huge impact on me in kindergarten and preschool. I never had the sad loathing depression, it was always an empty flat effect feeling that made me very violent to the other people around me because of how horrific it felt. Adding on the fact of anything not pertaining to real life stuff such as children shows and there abnormal soft behavior really got me to despise that type of stuff. Life now is far better that it was when I was a child.