riiiiiiight. for some reason, whenever you bullshit i like you more.
Lol! what do you think I'm bullshitting about this time?
I have dropped various religious and philosophical debates here, after a few iterations, on account of intellectual slovenliness, and a recognition of the futility of trying to convince others of my views.
Edit: In fairness, I am very argumentative. I'll concede that. :p
I never "accepted being a narcissist"
Serious question. There's been a lot of members that called you a narcissist on the old forum, but you've never been willing to accept it. Spatial Mind has also been called a narcissist by the vast majority of the forum members, yet he never accepted it neither, but we both know that he is. What would you say makes you so different than him?
You should inform yourself prior to merely regurgitating how
someone else has tried to define me. Instead of relying on ukan's diagnosis
(ha!), you might have simply asked me yourself.
Answer honestly, would you have bothered to talk with me before?
Thanks for your sharing. I have formed a different opinion
about you, but I‘ll be watching ;p (maybe
anyone else wants to join the circle?).
Can you describe your emotional palette and feeling towards
others? Have you ever felt baffled
by the emotional actions of others? Have you ever deeply fall in love? Etc.
As for your question, I think you glorify sociopathy because
you are trying too hard to appropriate a label that doesn't fit.
Well… I don’t. I had accidently found the label and realised that it was a good summary
of my character. After a while I was bored and had plenty of spare time so I
took a closer look at it which only strengthened that belief. I can safely
state that I do possess a great deal of traits including the beneficial and
destructive ones. Moreover, after I had my head scanned my father would question
me whether I really don’t care in shock during the occasional arguments I had
with my family. That and many other things that had happened in my life support
the theory. I always was a schemer, a plotter. I lied whenever I knew that it
was the best thing I could do in order to deal with the situation. Like you, I
never was ashamed of it. I would steal things I wanted to get or encourage
others to do so, so I could watch how they are punished. I always was
impulsive, easily bored thrill seeker. But I’m quite smart as well. Actually,
you can look up pcl-R or any other diagnostic tool and know that I fit each
trait to a degree (not as much on highly criminal ones). And that comes from
someone who is extremely doubtful and sceptical…
I don’t glorify a disorder, but I accept it as I accept myself. I do admire myself a
bit, though. And I do admire people who are like me in one way or another.
That’s why I like reading stories here. In SW I don’t feel like an outsider and
I have learned a lot. For example, I managed to reduce some traits and became
even more calculative.
In short, I do fall into the spectrum of sociopathy (I prefer to call it psychopathy) and I’m
pretty high on the traits as well. I’ve also never viewed this disorder as cool
but I haven’t viewed it as very horrific either.
As for the eye avatar, I made it when piles was solliciting
me for pics so she could paint a portrait. I put up other shots, too... of my
mouth, nose, etc. This one just stuck.
Use the nose avatar for a while. Pretty please xD
Actually, many believe that pedophiles possess narcisistic traits.
As this article states far more accusingly than others in it's italicized intro:
"Malignant narcissists are predators who hunt easy prey. Serial bullies, serial adulterers, gold-diggers, pedophiliac priests, rapists, child molesters, terrorists and serial killers are all examples of people with NPD."