by ChiLol. :D Go take another tumble down the stairs Piglet, think of it as the dice roll to fix that pathetic brain of yours.
Hehe, it is hard to roll if you are a four-sided die.
Yeah i was lucky there were just college thus. Yeah thanks, dont see myself lettin her go anytime soon though.
For those saying i came here looking for sympathy. What the fuck for? I came her at a vulnerable moment and I just need opinions on what to do next. Stop wit the bullshit and just try to help if u can, if not, fuck off
Ok, at your request.
I dislike gangs with a passion that is only equalled by my delight in bashing them and stealing their colours.
I will go out of my way to taunt, goad and engage them.
parasitic, lazy and full of themselves, they are usually only able to do anything, with other members holding their hands, and are so weak they have to rely on weapons to show their "strength.
You need a good kick in the balls yams. Everything I see in your post screams "I am a lazy prick , who wants people to do everything for me because my self esteem is so low I cant bring myself to try something and fail".
People like you are the ones who rush in and stand nose to nose with a "target" , and try to eyeball them into backing down, at the same time, neglecting to simply look down and see the knife resting against their balls.
Your sense of self is warped, and as per usual, you are hunting for the easy way out of a problem.
If you want to adress your issues, stop the ganja, get a good job, get your body in shape and get your diet to a place where your body is stable. THEN, start looking at head issues.
And before you go telling people here to fuck off, a lot of the forum regs have levels of life experience that are very rich, and very deep. If you want help and are genuine, then shut the FUCK up, show some respect and watch and learn and participate. If you cant even do that, then the only thing you will earn here is disdain and contempt.
And lastly, learn what "shitting in your own nest" means.
For the record i came here respectfully asking for opinions. Dont care how brash n truthful they are but claimin Im here for sympathy will get a "fuck you" in return becuase Im here for constructive criticism not pity.
Your post hit me like a bale of bricks. Had to read it a couple of times. Yeah I definitely concur with what youre saying. Nowadays I look at gang memebrs as fools but back when i was young guess i thought it was cool but it really didnt work out for me. Part of it was thinkin being in a gang would get me laid by college chicks but that was a retarded reason when i realized you can get laid and a lot more when you just stay true to yourself and who you are, people will automatically gravitate towards you. I know i have serious self esteem issues even though i shouldnt. Im not bad looking, 6'4, a grad and I have 10 fingers n toes but for some reason theres a disconnect in my brain thats not lettin me realize my full potential. From some responses I get that Im not a sociopath because i feel bad for my actions but Im still wondering why i cant snap out of my behavior. Lazy as fuck and the weed doesnt help but then again how do i just snap out of this reality cold turkey is my battle