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by Turncoat

You spoke of it a fair amount.

you get a prize for getting that right. I'll give you a piece of information: I haven't projected myself for the last 4 years. I also haven't been close to Buddhism.

A while back I made the decision of focusing totally on the mental and physical aspects of my life. Spiritually I'm well but my mind needs some fixing (duh) and I need to improve some things in the practical, material world. I'll go back to it, eventually since it's part of me. 

Since I stopped doing it. I started talking more about ir with a few closer friends 


Edit: Doesn't that make 10% of them legitimate? Why not just sift through them until you find her?

I will only get married in 10 years or so. I also have developed my social and interpersonal skills. I'm not a great player yet but I do well when it comes to woman. I have a very "honest, open smile" and also my "eyes say the things the mouth doesn't say", word of a friend.

Sorry, your link was totally useless

I wasn't expecting you to find results anyway, but instead... well... do something relatively close to what just happened.

The resources are there, the only thing holding you back is you.

 I really don't understand this one

This:
"I also have developed my social and interpersonal skills. I'm not a great player yet but I do well when it comes to woman. I have a very "honest, open smile" and also my "eyes say the things the mouth doesn't say".

What's stopping you then from finding her? There's all sorts of ways to seek people out.

 oh, I got it

I have found them, not her, but in 10 years I'll have to choose just one. I have good candidates but I feel I could have even better.

Also, I don't "meet" people online. I go out 3 in 4 weekends to different kinds of events so I get to meet many kinds of people. Raves are my favorite but I like upper scale too

Hah, lining up candidates. I take it they don't know about this.

Well, if you think you'll find who you're looking for at a rave, make sure she's not just on something.

 hahaha there's a lot of love that lasts as long as the MDMA high and I'm fine with it and play along. I just want to enjoy and the more the better.

I do meet girls at raves and get to know them better, meeting on regular basis outside of the parties. Not all of them are crazy

And they obviously don't know about this. I only "hook up"... this is not the best expression to describe it, but it's close... I have female friends who know I don't want to have a girlfriend or any formal relationship. Most of them are ok with this, some try to change me and become gfs but I am a strong bachelor for now. 

I do analyse them all, even the one night stands, as to have all my options mapped out in my mind

Back in the day, when  didn't understand the other sides in me, I'd only have girlfriends and I'd never hook up. This is the motivation for my life as a single and also a great excuse as to why I want to stay single -