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 I'm sorry Alter. I ponder and I can't solve this without it feeling like I'm being untrue, not just to myself, but in general. I think it only looks like an illness. The best I can do is be more accepting, and respond less to the various sports of communication we enjoy here. Secondly, you have a really powerful smile, it's inducing kindness in me.

It isnt about being more accepting. It's about your general attitude towards most of the posters here. You are very smug, condescending, and self-righteous.

You always have to see yourself as a victim of some sort. That perpetuates the cycle.

 Victim ? Not really, I come here to have fun.

How is it that I can be smug, condescending and self righteous, AND be the victim ?

 Did you even read what I wrote earlier, about your dichotomous mindset?

 Yes and I read it again. Let's observe it.

Remember what I told you about that dichotomous mindset? It's at work
again- always threatening to cast you in the light "justified
avenger/unfairly persecuted victim" vs. "spawn of evil". It is
ridiculous.

When I, for example, point my finger at people and call them evil. That is something I should stop, cause people take it literal, and in their eyes, it makes me.

My view is that we have to adapt to people. In turn I expect people to adapt to me. No one takes me seriously anyway, so I don't see a reason to stop kidding around.

There is no one here I really dislike, except maybe Chi, who was made in Alia's womb and spawned from her vagina to serve her, wheather she wants to accept it or not. But I don't pay that much mind to it. I don't dislike Alia all that much either. When I call people out for being a homosexual, this does not mean they should be offended, I do what I can to make sure I don't miss fire, by addressing only the homosexuals as homosexuals. When I say, you are, and I am not, that is an oppertunity for the person to rise, not complain about how conscending I sound.

Some will think of me as an asshole. I think of me as someone who makes others stronger. The day someone tries to hurt their feelings, let them remember the walks they had with me, and shit won't even phase them. Sure. I am not a healer, I am just too rough, or too disgusting. I think others are more overly dramatic than myself.

I'm going outside for a bit. I have a pinner.

Ugh. And there you go again with the walls of text, to justify yourself to me. It's like I pulled the string on the back of a talking bear. :P

It won't seem like it to you, and remain calm, but I think 'you might be getting defensive now.' It's just how my mind works.

I still see your point and I'll settle for that, and not speak my mind. (Remain calm) Now I know it's not deep routed enough as how I am internally. (I'm aware I'm doing it now.) And it's not really a matter of me justifying my perspectives and actions. But if anything, I do not engauge people with the intention to destroy them.

Remain calm? Ha! Space, you just don't get me at all.

What do you think I'm doing here, "destroying" you (so dramatic) and subtly building you up again? ;)

by Alterego

Remain calm? Ha! Space, you just don't get me at all.

What do you think I'm doing here, "destroying" you (so dramatic) and subtly building you up again? ;)

 

Of course not silly. I'm in the middle of justifying myself.

If anything you'll one day flip out on me again. But when you calm down, we'll speak again like we always do.

Well I suppose that is as close to an admission as you'll come. It doesn't quite earn you a hug, because it isn't explicit.

::Nudge::

So that'll have to do. ;)