In the shadow of your pelvis , just up and left of ............
by strange_and_unusual
Didn't you read the author's text? No born that way thesis can cover sociopathology: Someone went wrong with you. The author clearly had lunatic parents, and she knows that this contributed vastly to her pathology. How old are you? What were your parents like? Why did you throw a bomb at them anyway?
I've always been this way...as long as I can remember. If something went wrong with me then i have no idea what it was...it happened long before I had long term memory. I should have phrased it that way. My apologies.
I just turned 40 a few months ago. My birth mother was 16, kept me for 4 months and then gave me up for adoption. It was 1973...things were different then she couldn't raise me alone.
My adopted parents led a happy sexless marriage...they've been married since 1966. No fights to speak of..no abuse to me or in their personal relationships. Not very sociable people but not everyone is.
I pitched a molotov cocktail on their porch because they forbid me from seeing my bf at the time...why did they do that because of a conversation that went like this...
me...where the hell is my watch?
mom....watch your mouth
bf...fuck you
my parents were giant prudes when it came to language..sex and anything else...not overly religious...basically good people.
I think your parents were far from ideal. I think they probably trampled the life spirit in you. I doubt you were born a sociopath.