Is that what you crave?
I've never been on the giving end of something more abrasive than a smack or two. Men don't tend to react well when you put your hands on their throats without saying something first so I kind of just let it go and decided to not explore it. I assume giving pain would be cathartic like receiving it just in a different way.
The tug is fucking hot, and it can be fun if it's followed by hands tracing the marks from that night's fun as I feel echoes of pain and remember the very second the mark was first made. If it was a deep enough mark, it can sometimes set me off into another go.
It's another thing entirely if they start going on about the future, how much they love me, want to know all my plans to sort themselves into them, and otherwise ignore the fun that we just had in favor of trying to attach meaning to it.
Even the typically insensitive ones. It's really weird.
On another note I just finished writing. Sort of just lost myself while I kept typing away at it. It ended up less dark and more of a reflection of multiple good experiences I've gone through meshed into one story.
I've always had trouble writing about things that don't come from my own prior experiences.
I want you to try again.
I want you to close your eyes, and imagine exactly the kind of scene that would really turn you on. Then I want you to describe it for me, as explicitly as possible, focusing on all the sensations you crave...
You know... If you feel like it, that is. :)
::Grins::.
I probably won't be awake to catch it if you care to respond to my question... But I'll look forward to reading it tomorrow...
I actually still have the one from last night (forgot, whoops). Again as the disclaimer, it's not really as dark as I'm willing to go, but the story itself is basically "best of" past experiences meshed into one encounter. Ended up less violent than I thought it would too. I need to get out more.
I also am not a writer, nor an editor. This thing's tenses are probably jumping all over the place. This is first draft at best.
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Looks like you missed it. It's gone now.
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I was surprised how soft the story came out.
Edit: WOW that spacing is wonky. Fixing it now.