As an aspie I am curious to know, what sociopathic conciousness is like. For me as an aspie, my conciousness is that of an extreme introvert. I feel as if I am in my mind looking out into the world. My surroundings look almost faded when I am inside my mind thinking. Sometimes when I walk and think at the same time I actually black out, to my surroundings and just sleep walk sort of. I feel like I am not really in the room but rather in my mind. I believe that this the reason for aspie clumsiness. That is to say that, it is not that I am clumsy, but rather just not paying attention to my external environment. Basically my conciousness exists in my mind, and that is what conciousness is like for an aspie in my belief.
So my question is, what is sociopathic conciousness like? Is it like extreme extroversion? When you are in a room does it feel like you are in the room to an extreme? What is it like when you stare at something or someone? Do you ever feel like you are in your mind? When I look at a sociopath, I notice that their eyes look very different from those of aspies and neurotypicals. They almost look like they are extremely focused on their external environment. Is this the case?
Thank you for your responses,
aspienigga