What I'm confused about is that you're straight but mess around with girls. Which, in my experience, means that you're an idiot, sorority, college girl. I just can't picture you as that.
what i don't mean is that i 'make out' with girls in front of guys for attention. i really find women gorgeous and arousing, but can't imagine having a real relationship with one.
yes, but it's much more superficial criteria, women, preferably gorgeous, and men, able to provide the mental stimulation that i crave. amongst other things.