That is the lamest deflection I've ever heard. Definitely not Ukan.
What makes you think I know I'm a smart cookie? I got average grades through middle school and even now in highschool becasue I hate to do my homework. I only learned web development accidently while trying to recreate a game I loved. This business only has such a professional and promissing appeal to it becasue my brother gives us so much crediblity.
I worry like every day about if I have the personality and mind that is necessary to accomplish the goals I've set for myself. It's scary because I don't look at this reality as if I'm surviving. I am a consciousness floating in space, and I have that consciousness aimed at a goal, and it requires a certain investment of time that is lost should the accomplishment not be completed. It's a risk. I don't like living a risky life but I have no choice