I'm european, think I'll slip by a local shop around here :))
You need to pinpoint the cause of your depression. This always has to do with the self, and what kind of people surround you. My question to you is, who do you find to be intoxicating ? If it cannot be resolved, then it's best to set up camp in a place where you rule. As for myself, I suffer from depression quite often. It's very draining and causes interest and motivation to decrease. This can be mistaken for being lazy but you know as soon as something good comes along, you'll be on it. That rarely happens, so go out there and find something good. It can be found in a random crack in the wall. If it's difficult for you to travel, then it's likely you are broke. In short, just work, and watch the company you keep. When you do that, you'll attract the right people. If you have an idea, but need to sit with a professional to discuss how to manifest your idea, try this. Tell your friends you need to find this type of specialist. Before long, you will be told by someone that this person your looking for is looking forward to seeing you. The person you meet will be unlike you've imagined they would be, but they are indeed the keys to your dreams. Basically what I'm trying to point out is, when it comes to finding what your looking for, and even money, you'll never get it unless you ask for it, and when you ask, it comes easy granted you keep pacing yourself toward all that needs to be done.