Im curious though ...why exactly is it that you want to invest so much time and energy into saving the world? ( Im not pisstaking here btw).
Why is it that you feel compelled to do this?
Because life is the the only magical thing I know of in this universe, and it needs to be preserved. The universe has somehow become conscious of itself. You want that consciousness to die?
Besides, my life individually is worthless. To live on this Earth for no other reason than to be a consumer is selfish and pointless, and I refuse to live that way.
The individual Human is nothing but an animal. All we have to do is take the time to observe ourselves in order to see it. By refusing to succome to my animalistic desires though, and instead, by dedicating my life for a cause greater than myself is the only noble way to live-- I believe. It's the only way to live a life that has value in the eyes of the Universe.
I believe personally that the universe always HAS been concious of itself Luna.
I also believe that life in some forms is magikal , but in others its simply an aberration that should be wiped out in its entirety.
Please explain a little deeper about your interpretation of life?. What in your opinion, is deserving of "life"...what lifeforms are worthy of this gift?
The human is very animal. But we have a small gift of awareness that allows to see our reality objetively. By looking at things objectively, we are able to see the way things really are.
The value of a human life can be demonstrated easily. Take a male, and female, and put them together. No matter how dumb they are, a new life is born. So, the idea that all these Humans around me (even my parents) who think that dedicating their lives to their children is this noble cause is wrong.
By looking at it objectively, we find that the only reason we think this way is because it is evolutionary beneficial to do so. It has nothing to do with if it is actually beneficial to the world or Humanity itself for that matter.
I don't want to say who "deserves" to live or die. It's not my place, but I can choose how to live my life, and I refuse to live my life based on the "meta" that Humanity seems to have currently adopted.
By being an independant thinker, and choosing to look at things objectively, and follow truth, I feel that I'm better equiped to shape my reality, and hopefully this world into a better place not only for the happiness of the indivdiuals around me, but for Humanity and life as a whole.
I don't need a Dairy. It's narccistic and even a little embarassing for me to say, but one day, if I turn out to be a great person, future people will be able to come to this forum, and see my thoughts. I try my best to be honest, and so the content that I create online serves as a modern diary. The difference is I don't have to type to myself.
You can rest assured though that the content on this forum will be preserved for a long time. I value this forum a lot, and I'm happy that my company had the opportunity to make it because it does leave a sort of legacy.
Everyone around me seems to be monsters. So few people seem to see the world in the way I do, and I'm not really sure why.
There isn't much I can do about it though. I hope I really am smarter. My idea is that perhaps I can learn the system Humanity has adopted, and use it against itself.
So in this case, I will take advantage of the global financial system to make a lot of money, and then use the money as leverage to accomplish my goals.
I'm still not really sure if I'm smart enough since our highest paying client is $1,600, and that is seriously nowhere near where I need to be one day, so the uncertainty scares me, but I have no choice. I place no value in the typical lifestyle Humanity has adopted, so it's not as if I can simply decide to go get an hourly job if I fail. Perhaps I will kill myself, or perhaps I will just live a very depressed life.