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I thought of kaleidascopes during this infusion and all the different perspectives on any one point of focus life is so intricate

and baba ram das

I always listen to music during my infusions and Terence mckennas voice was in one of the songs in the playlist which i liked a lot lol. listen to chill trap usually lol

I was watching the shadow of a girl with long frizzy black hair changing clothes and putting makeup on and moving around getting ready to go out somewhere through a window of an apartment building i was staring at lol and tripping a little bit because of less gabapentin

You sound calmer and happier 

Classic roastie trying to dull the pain.

How'd it go? 

It went well. I felt a desire to learn more about how the people with IQs much higher than mine, who arent confused all the time like me, who have that light behind their eyes, spiritual people like baba ram dass, he is the one that stood out in my mind I was trying to remember his name and did a minute later, how they view life

there is just something in his eyes, and some other spiritual people ive come accross, and I want that, I want to be enlightened like that. but fuck I carry so much darkness and confusion within me 

Incel said: 

Classic roastie trying to dull the pain.

Its not classic, its just when I dissociate I lose touch with reality even more and my thoughts can go anywhere but I specifically chose to focus on spirituality after I heard Terence mkennas voice in my playlist, even tho he isnt spiritual lol and I could kind of feel his vibration was a little low but also very insightful and then I was like who was that one guy, who was insightful but also spiritual, and it was Ram dass lol. he wrote the book Be Here Now which i enjoyed a lot especially when I was first getting into spirituality, a friend gave me his book when I was in rehab

aubrieta said: 

It went well. I felt a desire to learn more about how the people with IQs much higher than mine, who arent confused all the time like me, who have that light behind their eyes, spiritual people like baba ram dass, he is the one that stood out in my mind I was trying to remember his name and did a minute later, how they view life

 

there is just something in his eyes, and some other spiritual people ive come accross, and I want that, I want to be enlightened like that. but fuck I carry so much darkness and confusion within me 

These eyes? Really? 

Turncoat said: 

aubrieta said: 

It went well. I felt a desire to learn more about how the people with IQs much higher than mine, who arent confused all the time like me, who have that light behind their eyes, spiritual people like baba ram dass, he is the one that stood out in my mind I was trying to remember his name and did a minute later, how they view life

 

there is just something in his eyes, and some other spiritual people ive come accross, and I want that, I want to be enlightened like that. but fuck I carry so much darkness and confusion within me 

These eyes? Really? 

 yes?

i though you left SC until 2020🤘✌️🤞

No I decided I needed to learn compassion and that sc was as good a place as any to practice it lol:p