I have someone in my life now who makes me feel so positive about myself that I dont want to torture myself anymore
It doesn't really have anything to do with the fact that I'm about to start ketamine
ive never had someone see me in such a positive light. my kitten has helped a lot too but not as much as this person
being part of SC is, although it allows me to take out my anger and annoyance on people I dont care about and can't do anything to hurt me, its still a negative pessimistic state of mind to be in
im looking forward to the future because I expect it to he filled with positive experiences now instead of being stuck in a shithole surrounded by shitholes :)