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The Truth of why I'm leaving SC


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I have someone in my life now who makes me feel so positive about myself that I dont want to torture myself anymore

 

It doesn't really have anything to do with the fact that I'm about to start ketamine

 

ive never had someone see me in such a positive light. my kitten has helped a lot too but not as much as this person 

 

being part of SC is, although it allows me to take out my anger and annoyance on people I dont care about and can't do anything to hurt me, its still a negative pessimistic state of mind to be in

 

im looking forward to the future because I expect it to he filled with positive experiences now instead of being stuck in a shithole surrounded by shitholes :)

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It's a form of self-torture to allow yourself to stay in a negative pessimistic state of mind and I just dont have the desire to do it anymore *shrugs*

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Okay, am I the only one who missed the memo over how "leaving SC" just means logging out of it? 

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Okay, am I the only one who missed the memo over how "leaving SC" just means logging out of it? 

 Ya apparently

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to me it means losing interest in, etc. emotionally leaving 

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anyway, as long as this person keeps seeing me in such positive of a light its going to be really really hard for me to continue being negative and pessimistic

 

which also means I shouldn't surround myself by negative and pessimistic people either, even if its only energetically connecting with a hivemind of negativity

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anyway, as long as this person keeps seeing me in such positive of a light its going to be really really hard for me to continue being negative and pessimistic

 

which also means I shouldn't surround myself by negative and pessimistic people either, even if its only energetically connecting with a hivemind of negativity

 you will never be able to leave this place, that person will lose interest in you and ghost you then you will be back here 

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anyway, as long as this person keeps seeing me in such positive of a light its going to be really really hard for me to continue being negative and pessimistic

 

which also means I shouldn't surround myself by negative and pessimistic people either, even if its only energetically connecting with a hivemind of negativity

 you will never be able to leave this place, that person will lose interest in you and ghost you then you will be back here 

 Nah lol the thing is that if that was going to happen, it would have already happened by now

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my mom loves me unconditionally but it was always like well ya but its my mom so it doesnt count, and now I have pets again finally a kitten and so i am being loved unconditionally by a pet, but everyone else my entire life its always been conditional love, even the rest of my family its all conditional but now I have my mom, my kitten, and this new person all 3 loving me unconditionally (meaning, they love despite even the ugliest most disgusting parts of my personality and on the days when i dont feel physically beautiful)

 

thats like a triple whammy of unconditional love being poured out on me currently so how am i supposed to stay in vibration with scs negativity 

 

ive never had someone else besides my mom or pets love me unconditionally despite my negative traits before. its really cool and i wasnt expecting it. I have tried to be friends with people who are highly empathetic and kind and nice but usually my negative traits would be too much for them to handle but its not for this new person

 

completely unbiased observation

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Ya but you choose to make SC negative. Just change it to positive.

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