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and where would you get the money for multiple surgeries? prostituting?

aubrieta said: 

i think they have a point, you are more attractive as male than female 

You sure it's not just that you're more attracted to men than women? 

What about me makes me seem like a sexy man to you from what little you've seen of me, because I just don't see it? 

you could be pretty as a girl with makeup but you'd probably need a nose job because you have a masculine nose 

I tried looking up masculine vs feminine noses just now, and... I don't know but I don't really see much of a difference? 

There's definitely spots on the face that reflect gender differences, but big vs small noses for example are handled fairly unisex (as in a nose that looks bad on one will likely look bad on the other). 

I feel like transitioning could lead to you wanting multiple surgeries to perfect your female look and never being fully secure but idk

How secure do you figure I am now? 

aubrieta said: 

and where would you get the money for multiple surgeries? prostituting?

It'd be handled a step at a time. Estrogen'd be first with bottom surgery as a goal, but even if I don't accomplish that I'd still see Estrogen alone as an improvement. 

Turncoat said: 

aubrieta said: 

i think they have a point, you are more attractive as male than female 

You sure it's not just that you're more attracted to men than women? 

What about me makes me seem like a sexy man to you from what little you've seen of me, because I just don't see it? 

you could be pretty as a girl with makeup but you'd probably need a nose job because you have a masculine nose 

I tried looking up masculine vs feminine noses just now, and... I don't know but I don't really see much of a difference? 

There's definitely spots on the face that reflect gender differences, but big vs small noses for example are handled fairly unisex (as in a nose that looks bad on one will likely look bad on the other). 

I feel like transitioning could lead to you wanting multiple surgeries to perfect your female look and never being fully secure but idk

How secure do you figure I am now? 

aubrieta said: 

and where would you get the money for multiple surgeries? prostituting?

It'd be handled a step at a time. Estrogen'd be first with bottom surgery as a goal, but even if I don't accomplish that I'd still see Estrogen alone as an improvement. 

 ya it might be that I like men more but everyone else seems to be saying that you look better male too

Idk you have like a cool edgy mad hatter vibe to you and im scared you being female will detract from that

slightly off topic but do bottom surgery pussies.....grip? lol like do they suck penis in the way normal pussies do

Turncoat said: 

Xena said: 

1) A letter from a doctor, with the doctor's address and credentials shown clearly so I can look them up.

And send him weird emails amirite? 

2) Medical proof of your hormone imbalance (or what would be classed as an imbalance for a male) which would include clinical tests on your blood and urine. I would want to see the paperwork on those tests. 

So symptoms of low T-counts or high E-counts that can be physically observed won't cut it? 

Noted. 

3) Proof of address and photo ID, showing that you are the person who was tested. 

I'm already doxed and people here have met me irl, so this is pretty much already done. 

4) Proof that you're on medication for your schizoaffective disorder, which would demonstrate that your gender fixation is less likely to be a delusion brought on by your disorder.

How much do you know about Schizoaffective disorder versus Schizophrenia, and for that matter how much do you know about the meds for that spectrum?

 You missed the add on. I'd also want to see your brain scan. Real transwomen have predictably unusual brains  :P

And like I said, you won't post that stuff here, so it was a waste of my time typing it out. Told ya so  :P

Schizoaffective disorder usually presents as a combination of the worst of both schizophrenia and bipolar disorder. Mood swings, temper tantrums, days of sleeplessness followed by soul crushing depression, with all the paranoia and hallucinations that make schizophrenics a nightmare to be around.

You srsly think swallowing a cocktail of pregnant mare's piss will make you feel better?

Try Thorazine or Haldol with some yellow valium, first (on the advice of an actual doctor, ofc.) Take your antipsychotic meds as prescribed for at least a month. Then come back and tell us if you still believe that being a gangly, hawkish, homely parody of a woman will cure you of your mood swings.

I know a lot about mental illness, btw. Two of my electives in uni were in psych, and again... I was homeless. I met many, many people who were mentally ill when I stayed in shelters and slept in parks. I know how their disorders made them behave, and they often shared info about at least some of what their doctors prescribed. I could often tell when they were off their meds, and when it was time to help them get to the clinic for more. I also spent several years studying various types of mental illness, and cycles of addiction to add as much realism as possible to the character arcs in my story.

Too bad you keep forgetting these little details about me every time you make up your own version of my life story. I'm getting rlly sick of writing it out for you. I have a job and a life, now. And fuck you, anyway. Cuz Bank Day  xP

aubrieta said: 

Turncoat said: 

aubrieta said: 

i think they have a point, you are more attractive as male than female 

You sure it's not just that you're more attracted to men than women? 

What about me makes me seem like a sexy man to you from what little you've seen of me, because I just don't see it? 

you could be pretty as a girl with makeup but you'd probably need a nose job because you have a masculine nose 

I tried looking up masculine vs feminine noses just now, and... I don't know but I don't really see much of a difference? 

There's definitely spots on the face that reflect gender differences, but big vs small noses for example are handled fairly unisex (as in a nose that looks bad on one will likely look bad on the other). 

I feel like transitioning could lead to you wanting multiple surgeries to perfect your female look and never being fully secure but idk

How secure do you figure I am now? 

aubrieta said: 

and where would you get the money for multiple surgeries? prostituting?

It'd be handled a step at a time. Estrogen'd be first with bottom surgery as a goal, but even if I don't accomplish that I'd still see Estrogen alone as an improvement. 

 ya it might be that I like men more but everyone else seems to be saying that you look better male too

Consider the source. 

Idk you have like a cool edgy mad hatter vibe to you and im scared you being female will detract from that

Why can't a woman be confusing to other people in similar ways? 

Xena said: 

Turncoat said: 

Xena said: 

1) A letter from a doctor, with the doctor's address and credentials shown clearly so I can look them up.

And send him weird emails amirite? 

2) Medical proof of your hormone imbalance (or what would be classed as an imbalance for a male) which would include clinical tests on your blood and urine. I would want to see the paperwork on those tests. 

So symptoms of low T-counts or high E-counts that can be physically observed won't cut it? 

Noted. 

3) Proof of address and photo ID, showing that you are the person who was tested. 

I'm already doxed and people here have met me irl, so this is pretty much already done. 

4) Proof that you're on medication for your schizoaffective disorder, which would demonstrate that your gender fixation is less likely to be a delusion brought on by your disorder.

How much do you know about Schizoaffective disorder versus Schizophrenia, and for that matter how much do you know about the meds for that spectrum?

You missed the add on. I'd also want to see your brain scan. Real transwomen have predictably unusual brains  :P

So you won't accept any supposedly trans person without the entire list being checked off for you, or is this just because you don't want to believe it about me in particular? 

And like I said, you won't post that stuff here, so it was a waste of my time typing it out. Told ya so  :P

It was still worth the question to figure out what sort of "purist" idea you're subscribed to, and the answer wasn't disappointing and has otherwise led to further elaborations and discussions. 

Schizoaffective disorder usually presents as a combination of the worst of both schizophrenia and bipolar disorder. Mood swings, temper tantrums, days of sleeplessness followed by soul crushing depression, with all the paranoia and hallucinations that make schizophrenics a nightmare to be around.

It was explained more to me as a chicken or the egg scenario. 

Either it's that the magical thinking and madness precedes the emotional imbalances (Schizophrenia), or it's that the emotional imbalances have schizophrenia-like symptoms when it's peaking (Schizoaffective). The former is stuck in delusions with a more expected emotional range while the latter has lapses into them as a result of emotions and stress similar to what sets off a bipolar person. 

I think the crazy precedes the emotionality for my own case, but I display outwardly as if it were the other way around from it becoming harder to contain and control when stressed. 

You srsly think swallowing a cocktail of pregnant mare's piss will make you feel better? 

Try Thorazine or Haldol with some yellow valium, first (on the advice of an actual doctor, ofc.) Take your antipsychotic meds as prescribed for at least a month. Then come back and tell us if you still believe that being a gangly, hawkish, homely parody of a woman will cure you of your mood swings. 

I've seen what antipsychotics do to people, you're asking me to become crazier. 

I know a lot about mental illness, btw. Two of my electives in uni were in psych, and again... I was homeless. I met many, many people who were mentally ill when I stayed in shelters and slept in parks.

...you think two classes is enough to be an expert? 

I know how their disorders made them behave, and they often shared info about at least some of what their doctors prescribed. I could often tell when they were off their meds, and when it was time to help them get to the clinic for more. I also spent several years studying various types of mental illness, and cycles of addiction to add as much realism as possible to the character arcs in my story. 

You really ought to look into the dark side of medications before you start recommending them to people. 

Too bad you keep forgetting these little details about me every time you make up your own version of my life story. I'm getting rlly sick of writing it out for you. I have a job and a life, now. And fuck you, anyway. Cuz Bank Day  xP

I haven't been doing that, why do you keep lumping me like that? 

aubrieta said: 

slightly off topic but do bottom surgery pussies.....grip? lol like do they suck penis in the way normal pussies do

Yeah, but it doesn't lube itself as well as the real thing and it requires weekly stretching (dialating) if it's not otherwise in use. 

Turncoat said: 

aubrieta said: 

slightly off topic but do bottom surgery pussies.....grip? lol like do they suck penis in the way normal pussies do

Yeah, but it doesn't lube itself as well as the real thing and it requires weekly stretching (dialating) if it's not otherwise in use. 

 cool that it grips though? How does that work exactly 

Turncoat said: 

Xena said: 

Turncoat said: 

Xena said: 

1) A letter from a doctor, with the doctor's address and credentials shown clearly so I can look them up.

And send him weird emails amirite? 

lol no

2) Medical proof of your hormone imbalance (or what would be classed as an imbalance for a male) which would include clinical tests on your blood and urine. I would want to see the paperwork on those tests. 

So symptoms of low T-counts or high E-counts that can be physically observed won't cut it? 

Noted. 

Um... yeah. You're asking me questions you should be asking your doctor and then giving me shit for not being a doctor., while I try to get as close as possible to the screening process your doctor and/or insurance company will put you through before they approve this nonsense. And I know I'm nowhere near as picky as they would be.

 

You missed the add on. I'd also want to see your brain scan. Real transwomen have predictably unusual brains  :P

So you won't accept any supposedly trans person without the entire list being checked off for you, or is this just because you don't want to believe it about me in particular? 

No. I feel the same way about most transwomen, unless they're tiny and pretty like Blaire White or Ella Grant. Even then, I'll get quite pissy if they seem to be using taxpayer funded enhancements to be douche to other people. Like that douche Yaniv person and his ball waxing fetish. Like fuck off with that. Ball waxing is a privilege we all have to pay for while we respect the shopkeeper's codes of conduct in his or her place of business. Ball waxing is NOT a human right.

I know a lot about mental illness, btw. Two of my electives in uni were in psych, and again... I was homeless. I met many, many people who were mentally ill when I stayed in shelters and slept in parks.

...you think two classes is enough to be an expert? 

I know how their disorders made them behave, and they often shared info about at least some of what their doctors prescribed. I could often tell when they were off their meds, and when it was time to help them get to the clinic for more. I also spent several years studying various types of mental illness, and cycles of addiction to add as much realism as possible to the character arcs in my story. 

You really ought to look into the dark side of medications before you start recommending them to people. 

 

 

 Did I say it was enough to make me an expert? lol how many times have I said

I.D.G.A.F.  ASK. YOUR. FUCKING. DOCTOR.