So some hours ago i just woke up i consumed apparently 260 ugs, after recent reports it might have been 200. Of lsd.
Now here how was the experience like.
1)I didn't hallucinate, and i wasn't tripping* at all. I was connected to reality and i knew exactly what was happening. In fact i would say that i was less distracted.
2)I couldn't sleep for about 10-12 hours not sure, i think 10.
3)After the claims of people who interacted with me in discord on lsd, i made more sense on lsd than i do in general.-I was more social and approachable.
4)Emotions like anger and annoyance would come-and go much faster, in a much more easier-way to cope with them.
5)Impulse was decreased.
6)No matter what kind of abomination would start an argument with me with his ignorant stupidity, i wouldn't react, i would just move on and talk about something i like. Unlike what i do in general.
7)Fallacies in personal relation ships were minimized, given how i was far less invensted in the interaction, than my notrmal self.
-In general talking objectively, consuming the specific drug made me far more objective, and at some point it <<killed>> what we call ego, given how i didn't proceed with any interaction for the point of winning.
1)It also made me more relaxed physically, and i was easier to rest somewhere-despite the inability to sleep.
2)It called indifference, but not the fake one, the actual one, not the "idc about you-while you respond. The one that's actually indifference, i was uninterested in even opening dm's.
3)I can say this with absolute certainty, my bpd and pdp meltdowns, are far worse and trippy in terms of severity than this, in terms of intensity, this would take a 3/ meanwhile a severe bpd meltdown would take a 10.
4)It didn't cause any panic at all either, despite the toxic environments i hang around into, or the trolls.
5)Music unlike what people say, seemed boring to me, unlike when i am sober who i am partially-addicted.
-It wasn't trippy or psychedelic, it was more of a relaxant and a stabilizer, but at the same time something that allowed you to enjoy intensity-of different types of things.-
1)I feel quite apathetic but calm, not so reactive or concerned anymore. Even now. Like i lost an amplifier of stimulation so now i feel calmer, which in my case is beneficial given how i am full of hate all the time.
2)Negative is that it brought emptiness as well, emotional emptiness as well, perhaps this is a withdrawal symptom.
3)I just woke up and the sleep after lsd is amazing.
4)It opened my eyes about various things, but not because of enlightenment or anything like that, but just because i am a nutcase in general and this made me more normal.
Side note: We all spend way too much time online i just realized that, and i don't like it.
That's all, thanks for reading.