Sorry everyone.. Sorry for being shit. I realized that wallowing in self-misery really doesn't suit my character. Anyway. I write children's books for a living. Basicaly art and literature is my life. I also have an obsession with natural arts. So let's all take five minutes... to sit in silence and appreciate what all of humanity has managed to do. Like computers. I mean whoa, fuuuuuck. Computers.
Yeah, anyway. it'd be nice to have a platform for all of us to sip some tea and basically waste away at least 15 minutes of our lives to talk about shit we don't really understand. So that Alice can laugh at us. And I'm totaly not writing this to discredit her even tho I kinda am... probably..
Actually I just realized that all of you people have this suicide theme because of Daniel Kahneman's WYSIATI principle. How crazy is that? Basically you're just compartmentalizationing... Or something like that, yeah. Basically if you get stuck to a theme your brain can't connect to positive thoughts because you've compartmentalized negative + suicidal thoughts in one box and then the rest in another.
Probably we're gonna hit some sweet spot according to science that you all basically ave exponentially more suicidal thoughts and then you either have a mental breakdown or suciide. Man my english is so shit these days I cant even bother correcting my grammar. This is how I write folks. This is my Engrish. Any grammar nazis gonna come and tell me how to write?
No? Better not.
To be honest I really just hate Alice and all the pretty women here because I will probably not have sex with them ever and it's really digging into my ego. You know the concept of forbidden fruits? All of SC is like a forbidden treasure. Err.. Yeah don't post those pictures please, I really don't want to see them I'm just basically vomiting out some shit from 1984.
Speaking of which, I've an interesting Bohemian Rhapsody torture experiment. Imagine you made a set-up where you have Bohemian Rhapsody tortured and you tell him he can stop the torture at any time but then you're gonna torture Delora instead. How long do you reckon before he started begging you to torture Delora in his stead? I mean fuck, that's some proper tragedy right there. Real drama, none of this weak melodrama bullshit. Just food for thought.
