I'm so lonely

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by Major Major Major

on 10/31/2019

Posts: 79

It's killing me...

It's not that I don't have company... I just... I don't have people who are like me. I've seen things you people couldn't dream of seeing. I'm a lion among sheep... And it's lonely and it's killing me. I'm on the verge of breaking down, and simultaneously people around me are so weak it's hilarious just how much stronger I am than everyone around me. I'm a white wolf, born to be a pack leader. Everyone looks up to me... But where should I look? It's so lonely up here. Hello!? Not even an echo responds.

Bah... Here I am ranting to you people about my sorry ass. You're all fucking aimless, you're just waiting for someone to swoop in and rescue you like a fucking damsel in distress. So you give me all of your power. Look buddy I have no answers, I'm fucking just as lost as you are. It'd be nice to connect with someone on a deeper level than this... Shit. Is there really nothing more to you people than this? Why am I expecting so much of people... I really am so lonely. Only retards and clowns come enjoy the warmth of my house, fuckingfreeloaders. So much pretense......

I'm a.... Hog farmer. I work at the Harrison Hog farms, farming and killing pigs. I wish Billy was here.. Oy Billy, can you take care of that fat fucking pig who keeps squealing at night? It's driving me nuts. That's right... It's all Mr Mustard's fault. That fucking pig. She's... Err he.. He's lovely. I love my pigs so much.

by Turncoat

on 10/31/2019

Posts: 33397

Go to a Film Club or something, those people tend to be fairly charismatic shut ins.

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by Major Major Major

on 10/31/2019

Posts: 79

Turncoat said:
Go to a Film Club or something, those people tend to be fairly charismatic shut ins.

Ah the memories.... No, it's not for me.

Fight club, on the other hand... Now that's for me.

I would love to meet you IRL. All work and no play makes Major Major Major Major a bored man.

last edit on 10/31/2019 8:50:23 PM

by Honey

on 10/31/2019

Posts: 591

*hugs*

The blood on my hands covered the holes

by Chapo

on 10/31/2019

Posts: 2474

Maybe consider suicide?

by Turncoat

on 10/31/2019

Posts: 33397

Major Major Major said:
Turncoat said:
Go to a Film Club or something, those people tend to be fairly charismatic shut ins.
Ah the memories.... No, it's not for me.
Fight club, on the other hand... Now that's for me.
I would love to meet you IRL. All work and no play makes Major Major Major Major a bored man.

If you're serious about that we can try to make some plans or something.

Ę̵̚x̸͎̾i̴͚̽s̵̻͐t̷͐ͅe̷̯͠n̴̤̚t̵̻̅i̵͉̿a̴̮͊l̵͍̂ ̴̹̕D̵̤̀e̸͓͂t̵̢͂e̴͕̓c̸̗̄t̴̗̿ï̶̪v̷̲̍é̵͔

by Billy

on 10/31/2019

Posts: 894

by Major Major Major

on 10/31/2019

Posts: 79

Honey said:
*hugs*

*cuddles* Aww, thanks dearie.

Well really I do have my pigs. They're like my family.

Chapo said:
Maybe consider suicide?

I just enjoy life too much. I'm literally high on life. But I'm... just hungry and lonely. I can't accept that you're all so useless and stupid.. I won't, I never will.

last edit on 10/31/2019 8:58:43 PM

by Major Major Major

on 10/31/2019

Posts: 79

Turncoat said:
Major Major Major said:
Turncoat said:
Go to a Film Club or something, those people tend to be fairly charismatic shut ins.
Ah the memories.... No, it's not for me.
Fight club, on the other hand... Now that's for me.
I would love to meet you IRL. All work and no play makes Major Major Major Major a bored man.
If you're serious about that we can try to make some plans or something.

I swear I will contact you the next time I come to Ohio.

Billy said:

I'm sure it's an wesome vid but I can't watch YouTube~!

last edit on 10/31/2019 9:00:21 PM

by Bossroach

on 10/31/2019

Posts: 1937

thats funny, I feel much happier after a series of failed volatile relationships being alone.

I am doing my autistic hobbies (mainly programming and penetration testing for fun), reading, and cooking. I am afraid to add someone in a relationship.

2:48Spatial Mind The guy was sticking his dick in an infants mouth, it was so fucking disturbing

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