I think its hilarious when people mistakenly think im wired like them, and that i'm after something other than attention and someone to take turns trolling/being trolled by lol
i dont want actual love/intimacy/sex, especially not anymore. I was a different person before 3 years ago
p.s. I have all my needs met, mentally emotionally physically.......I havent always but i do now more than ever, increasingly so after i stopped giving out my pussy and getting emotionally attached to people
is it unfair that I have led people on without outright telling them i was trolling them?
i dont think so, trolling in general is not consider especially "nice" but when you are meeting people from like sociopathcommunity and aspd themed forums and discord servers like im pretty sure its ok (and Craigslist back in the day, i have met a lot of people off craigslist lol, some of them(most of them) i even had sex with) i started trolling people emotionally before i even knew what trolling was, i have mentioned this before. i was destined to be the troll Queen
i much much prefer being emotionally and physically unavailable
This place is your physical availability.
And emotional attention teddy bear.
im not physically available here lol, except chapo touched my boob which okay fine but he is the only one who has ever touched me from this forum
having sex with people was not good for my trolling antics though because i would get emotionally attached and thats why i stopped 3 years ago because i decided i loved trolling more than i loved trying to be in a serious relationship/marriage
another note to add: im very aware that people in general want me to not be "Me" but that just makes me want to be me and do what i enjoy all the more
because fuck them for trying to tell me what i "should" feel, or what they "think" i feel and what my intentions are(they are usually wrong) and what "should" make me happy, i would rather feel and do what i actually feel and actually want to do
i much much prefer being emotionally and physically unavailable
This place is your physical availability.
And emotional attention teddy bear.
True.
The world rejects you, so you spam here and delude yourself into thinking we give a fuck about you or your life. Some try to push you into clear thinking, some mock, others manipulate, and none care about you (honestly).
i much much prefer being emotionally and physically unavailable
This place is your physical availability.
And emotional attention teddy bear.
True.
The world rejects you, so you spam here and delude yourself into thinking we give a fuck about you or your life. Some try to push you into clear thinking, some mock, others manipulate, and none care about you (honestly).
Not true at all, i rejected the world. i get asked by people all the time to go do things with and hang out with them
family, ex friends/lovers, acquaintances etc
im not sure if you are projecting or what
i much much prefer being emotionally and physically unavailable
This place is your physical availability.
And emotional attention teddy bear.
im not physically available here lol, except chapo touched my boob which okay fine but he is the only one who has ever touched me from this forum
What makes him doing it different from other people?
