So, here's the current situation in mine and Delora's life-
- We don't have a consistent place to stay because we are in limbo until I get access to my college dorms in January.
- I just discovered that the transition from OH to Hawaii would result in them making me pay back my student loans early due to Hawaiis 1 class policy for out of state students and the time it takes to become I'm state. Basically, we can't go to Hawaii until I graduate as far as I know.
- Delora is now horribly depressed from this and has been crying for awhile today. She claims she cannot be happy without Hawaii and I can't do anything to help the situation but still blame myself for her sadness.
- I still have various tasks to complete to get my semester set up.
- Delora has to be on a diet and laxatives due to megacolon so she doesn't get sepsis.
- I have to get Delora medical insurance but to do that I have to go into my dad's bedbug ridden house to do that.
- We still have our sign holding job on top of all of this.
- I'm fucking stressed and burnt out.
I hope things get better once my semester starts up. I feel like shit right now and so does my wife. I hope she can get happier. Her depression is impacting me too. I feel like throwing a brick through the window and am very tense and on edge on the verge of flipping out.
That's about all.
seems like normal life stuff.
just dont get her pregnant, having a kid will multiply this times 10
dont forget to chill and do fun stuff