So, here's the current situation in mine and Delora's life-
- We don't have a consistent place to stay because we are in limbo until I get access to my college dorms in January.
- I just discovered that the transition from OH to Hawaii would result in them making me pay back my student loans early due to Hawaiis 1 class policy for out of state students and the time it takes to become I'm state. Basically, we can't go to Hawaii until I graduate as far as I know.
- Delora is now horribly depressed from this and has been crying for awhile today. She claims she cannot be happy without Hawaii and I can't do anything to help the situation but still blame myself for her sadness.
- I still have various tasks to complete to get my semester set up.
- Delora has to be on a diet and laxatives due to megacolon so she doesn't get sepsis.
- I have to get Delora medical insurance but to do that I have to go into my dad's bedbug ridden house to do that.
- We still have our sign holding job on top of all of this.
- I'm fucking stressed and burnt out.
I hope things get better once my semester starts up. I feel like shit right now and so does my wife. I hope she can get happier. Her depression is impacting me too. I feel like throwing a brick through the window and am very tense and on edge on the verge of flipping out.
That's about all.
My grandiose delusions are better than yours.
