this sounds confusing and stressful because it is.
im just venting because it helps me feel better and feel a sense of control over the matter
and then I can go function and be my normal self because I feel like I've got it under control
no one has to read this, this is just for my own self
(and also memory's sake in case I forget which it seems I do a lot)
not entirely sure what all is wrong with me but we're gonna figure it out dammit.
>:|
cuz right now I feel nuts honestly. I guess anyone would if you have things in your head constantly negating and manipulating you and your every move and thought.
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10/4/2019 8:10:56 PM