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what I believed and/or valued even 3 seconds ago could be completely irrelevant now. its like this all the time, with every thought and opinion I have. Why?

do I have like billions of alternate personalities constantly cycling in my head or something lol?

I think this is why i thought i was mk ultra programmed back in the day lol, i was half joking but was half like.......maybe and i just dont remember being programmed? lol

aubrieta said:

My Opinions and Beliefs Change Constantly

Yes, this is what I've been trying to tell you for weeks. 

but it could def be a borderline pd thing right? maybe even moreso than aspd although i think for both borderline and aspd, any current beliefs and values are tools used to relieve boredom

does this make sense?

aubrieta said: 

what I believed and/or valued even 3 seconds ago could be completely irrelevant now. its like this all the time, with every thought and opinion I have. Why?

You should read through all of your old posts to try to set a timeline for yourself. 

If introspection is harder to do in your own head, doing it through journaling tends to help as a backup. 

aubrieta said: 

but it could def be a borderline thing right?

I don't think so. I'm not sure what to pin it down as but I wouldn't pigeonhole it there. Still your symptoms are observable so that can be worked with regardless of where to cast the label blame. 

You aren't the only one like this here by the way, you're just louder. 

who else is like this?

ASPD tends to be a short-sighted thrillseeker to oppose encroaching boredom feelings that follow a shallow understanding of emotions. 

Your emotions are far from shallow, if anything they're blindingly loud for you.