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just because its influenced by a particular obsession doesnt mean it isnt masochism 

It's not me being contrarian, you're taking a symptom of something that only is expressed in specific circumstances to be as if you were all of it. 

No its not, i have expressed masochism to palepeach and BR as well instead of fighting back to their perceived disrespect as I normally would 

Stop arguing with me I am seeing more and more now how youre wrong tc about other things too and it is making me take you less seriously 

at this point it feels like you are just being contrarion on purpose either that or youre not observing my behavior with others maybe we have not been online at the same times lately or something 

you are like overly contrarion and skeptic about anything I say these days, if you want me to take you seriously anymore you need to tone it down

If that's what you need to think to feel better right now. 

aubrieta said: 

this is beyond disgusting what the fuck 

aubrieta said: 

If I had shame lol

 

but seriously eewwwwww love is gross for me this is gross

 You’re saying this is about masochism 

But realy this thread isn’t about the thing you’re thwarting it’s about 

you said if something feels bad you run from it 

you’re coping with something inside of you or something in your life by obsessing with sam 

and now you are running from your own shame about your obsession- self disgust, self loathing, for what you’re doing. 

By distracting from the shame- by talking about being a masochist. 

This isnt abojt masochism- this is abojt your own shame, regarding this disorder you’re dealing with 

a lot of people have shame about their own disorders and it’s part of what stops them from seeking help or motivated them to subsconsckously stay in a form of denial, in order to not get help 

this is the nature of all mental disorders, they are traps. Once you enter you cannot leave so easily- as just wishing to, or trying to, or wanting to. Because they are self feeding, they make quite the twisted and convuleted, effort to manipulatively remain alive and well I. Your mind, taking over.

the sooner you let go of the shame that has a strong hold on you, abojt this- abojt yourself, your actions, etc. as soon as you accept and own the actions without judgement and admit them freely, admit that you need help, admit that it’s scary and hard, and requires you to face things abojt you’re self that are hard to grapple with- 

as soom as tou do these things you can be free from not only the shame, but the obsessions too. The mental trappings which plague you daily. 

You mah not even be aware what they aren’t yet, it takes careful conscious noting, professional help, dialectical behavioral therapy. Self awareness. And practice. 

But tou will begin to gin to be able to make the changes necessary to truly feel free from your obsessions, compulsions, and other unhealthy behaviors and responses, to your life that, inhibit your function and essentially torture you. 

You o I have two options. Prolong your suffering by remaining in denial, adhering to your predispositions against getting help. 

Or, to admit you are ashamed. And to let go of holding onto it anymore. 

I didnt read any of that blanc lol, the reading your content meme is over 

Turncoat said: 

If that's what you need to think to feel better right now. 

 Alright tc you asked for it im done taking you seriously