Maybe agoraphobic/avoidant pd with social anxiety and some bpd traits thrown in, at least that is what I am currently but I wasnt always like this. I was always shy and introverted but used to be much more outgoing and social
I guess I dont consider myself ill because im happy most of the time especially as opposed to how I used to be which was an emotional tranwreck and in a lot of psychological pain
...wait you also openly reference yourself as expressing BPD behaviors:
aubrieta said:tc to change my mind you would have to find someone better for me to obsess over than sam, but i doubt there is such a person lol
i have that bpd idealization void that i always need filled
aubrieta said:also ive been told a lot that my idealization feels amazing and is highly desirable, like a drug but better. npd/bpd attraction. bpds tend to be the ones who get obsessed in this type of relationship. i dont have bpd but i have traits of it
aubrieta said:like i feel like he sees all my flaws and they are still beautiful in his eyes and its addicting sending him snapchats
I have many many flaws personality and physically and all of it but he sees them all and still makes me feel beautiful its really cool. i do have issues with my self image especially having bpd traits so it's nice to have like one stable person in my life who consistently sees my worth and I dont even have to have sex with him like i did in the past with other guys i liked
a lot of yall are bipolar when it comes to me and whether you like me or not but he isnt lol if that makes sense
You claim to not have it but express behaviors of it, but that could just as easily denote another disorder if not it itself from a different diagnostician. You definitely seem to identify with it, openly.
The people who surround me are all fine and I am not hurting or being toxic to them soooooooo, and also Im not on disability or anything even though Im unemployed. Idk I think it is maybe unhealthy to try to label every single human behavior into some form of mental illness and that is what the DSM tries to do
...wait you also openly reference yourself as expressing BPD behaviors:
aubrieta said:tc to change my mind you would have to find someone better for me to obsess over than sam, but i doubt there is such a person lol
i have that bpd idealization void that i always need filledaubrieta said:also ive been told a lot that my idealization feels amazing and is highly desirable, like a drug but better. npd/bpd attraction. bpds tend to be the ones who get obsessed in this type of relationship. i dont have bpd but i have traits of itaubrieta said:like i feel like he sees all my flaws and they are still beautiful in his eyes and its addicting sending him snapchats
I have many many flaws personality and physically and all of it but he sees them all and still makes me feel beautiful its really cool. i do have issues with my self image especially having bpd traits so it's nice to have like one stable person in my life who consistently sees my worth and I dont even have to have sex with him like i did in the past with other guys i liked
a lot of yall are bipolar when it comes to me and whether you like me or not but he isnt lol if that makes senseYou claim to not have it but express behaviors of it, but that could just as easily denote another disorder if not it itself from a different diagnostician. You definitely seem to identify with it, openly.
traits of it though, not the full blown disorder
Maybe agoraphobic/avoidant pd with social anxiety and some bpd traits thrown in, at least that is what I am currently but I wasnt always like this. I was always shy and introverted but used to be much more outgoing and social
I guess I dont consider myself ill because im happy most of the time especially as opposed to how I used to be which was an emotional tranwreck and in a lot of psychological pain
They might in the field depending on your presentation venture that you have "quirks" instead of "disorders", but I'd... argue otherwise from what time I've had to get to know you and otherwise observe some behaviors.
A person who is "happy", or believes themselves to be for a variety of reasons, can still read as ill to other people. If you saw Blanc or Med try to tell you they're happy, to what degree would you believe it?
The people who surround me are all fine and I am not hurting or being toxic to them soooooooo, and also Im not on disability or anything even though Im unemployed.
What's your job? Are you a dependent on your family?
I was for a while too, out of shame. I'm glad in that sense to be on SSI now.
Idk I think it is maybe unhealthy to try to label every single human behavior into some form of mental illness and that is what the DSM tries to do
To me, "Disorder" was a fucking terrible word for Psychology to pick for denoting pattern traits that work against society's grain.
It's traits, it's behaviors. All a disorder is is an explanation for a pattern of extremes. Everyones at least a little "disorderly", but some scream specifics more than reflecting a blend of multiple.
...wait you also openly reference yourself as expressing BPD behaviors:
You claim to not have it but express behaviors of it, but that could just as easily denote another disorder if not it itself from a different diagnostician. You definitely seem to identify with it, openly.traits of it though, not the full blown disorder
I addressed that.
