Why would you have sex with someone who treats you like complete shit and says horrible awful things about you?
like building up someone who is abusive instead of attempting to destroy them is......foreign to me lol it goes against my core values and natural instinct
also bump, ya clearly I know you would never lead chapo on youve let the whole forum know countless times that you've had sex with him lol
We have major personality differences and I dont think your motivation is trolling like i used to anymore so im just trying to figure out your real motives and Im coming up with masochism
^on the other hand there is sadism. Now I tend to be a sadist but it is triggered by any form of percieved abuse(I am sensitive and moody so could be virtually any normal human behavior ive come to realize lol, but I tend to attack the more narcissistic and sociopathic personality types who do tend to be legitimately psychologically abusive). I might be a switch, but I am driven much more by sadism than masochism. my trolling is a form of sadistic enjoyment that I enjoy very much
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I guarantee that the trip was more worth my time than it was worth yours. If you manipulated me at all it was by somehow convincing me you were more attractive than you are while I was using ecstasy 3x a week.
3 times a week.. it was probably a research chemical.
I’m telling you I lost my fucking mind. This definitely wasn’t a weak research chemical. I also went through a very weird sort of withdrawal after I got arrested involving intense delusions and irritability. I actually believed I could talk the sc chat from my cell and could hear what I thought were legitimate responses.
Lol that was a cope, I actually am more attractive in person. I never made myself seem attractive to him at all I showed him only ugly pictures of me
In Turq's defense, she's never photoshopped her pictures, not even filter apps beyond super occasional obvious shit like skull masks.
When she's showing herself it's just a record of how she looked at that point, not really an agenda piece. It's oftentimes just photos of her at the store or a portrait of her face.
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Why would you have sex with someone who treats you like complete shit and says horrible awful things about you?
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I think it's closer to her inability to process criticism.
Like, everything wrong here seems to root from it.
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