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aubrieta said: 

ya i get a lot of boredom pain ngl, and sometimes emptiness and frustration, sometimes sadness, i have a full range of human emotions and even emotions most people probably dont feel, my emotional life is very chaotic

See, you do feel pain. 

bland is retarded and sorry but trying to compare me to it is also retarded, we have nothing alike

"Everything is connected." 

Turncoat said: 

aubrieta said: 

ya i get a lot of boredom pain ngl, and sometimes emptiness and frustration, sometimes sadness, i have a full range of human emotions and even emotions most people probably dont feel, my emotional life is very chaotic

See, you do feel pain. 

 yeeeeeeeee boiiiiiiiiii

aubrieta said: 

you're next tc but you probably already know that:p

aubrieta said: 

get fucked for annoying me tc:p i hate you and everything about you die lol

I figured this would be a distinct possibility, but I can't just sit here and watch you do this to yourself. 

i can be happy and feel pain at the same time tho and do, im happy most of the time like 90% of the time even when my emotions arent the best

im trying to get it to be 100% of the time but the only times that arent are when i occasionally feel hopeless about the future/suicidal/bored of everything/annoyed/not seen as amazing as i know i am inside by others

these times are usually short lived even if they happen more frequently than id like thats why i think 90% of the time happy is accurate

aubrieta said: 

i can be happy and feel pain at the same time tho and do

I mean I'm a walking example of how that can happen, but beyond literal algolagnia... 

...it tends to be self-validating more than legitimate happiness, and you yourself see this chase like an adrenal drug. 

im happy most of the time like 90% of the time even when my emotions arent the best

There's better things to chase than happiness solely. 

im trying to get it to be 100% of the time but the only times that arent are when i occasionally feel hopeless about the future/suicidal/bored of everything

No no, you're trying to be like this to escape the hopelessness about your timeline, your mortality, and keeping yourself satiated for stimulation. 

This is a form of running away, and we have some others on the forum acting out on this in similar ways right now. 

idk if i will ever completely devalue you tc but who knows, youre my favorite rn tho even tho you annoy me sometimes a lot

Turncoat said: 

aubrieta said: 

i can be happy and feel pain at the same time tho and do

I mean I'm a walking example of how that can happen, but beyond literal algolagnia... 

...it tends to be self-validating more than legitimate happiness, and you yourself see this chase like an adrenal drug. 

im happy most of the time like 90% of the time even when my emotions arent the best

There's better things to chase than happiness solely. 

im trying to get it to be 100% of the time but the only times that arent are when i occasionally feel hopeless about the future/suicidal/bored of everything

No no, you're trying to be like this to escape the hopelessness about your timeline, your mortality, and keeping yourself satiated for stimulation. 

This is a form of running away, and we have some others on the forum acting out on this in similar ways right now. 

 so what? i love escaping   and im also pro-chasing happiness as a lifestyle

aubrieta said:

so what? i love escaping

Escapism:

Escapism is the avoidance of unpleasant, boring, arduous, scary, or banal aspects of daily life. It can also be used as a term to define the actions people take to help relieve persistent feelings of depression or general sadness.

While the field seems to be debating if it's inherently negative or positive similarly to questioning notions like dismantling, in excess it's quite unhealthy, especially once it starts running your life instead of the other way around. 

Turncoat said: 

aubrieta said:

so what? i love escaping

Escapism:

Escapism is the avoidance of unpleasant, boring, arduous, scary, or banal aspects of daily life. It can also be used as a term to define the actions people take to help relieve persistent feelings of depression or general sadness.

While the field seems to be debating if it's inherently negative or positive similarly to questioning notions like dismantling, in excess it's quite unhealthy, especially once it starts running your life instead of the other way around. 

 the difference is you try to demonize it where as I approve of it and think it is healthy for me and fun