you and Med should both be on medication to be totally honest, because your obsessions are serious where as mine are always just trolling
The difference with me is that I'm above my obsessions, whereas you and Med are controlled by yours. pretty sad tbh lol
like i choose to have my obsessions for fun and relievement of boredom and to cause trouble and fuck with people
but yours and Meds are.......different. what makes you both different from me? the fact that youre not trolling, simply. yours are both REAL obsessions with REAL delusions
i make everything up for trolling purposes only. this is the difference
One was my rapist who went about sabotaging any situation she saw as someone showing potential interest in me for the first two years of college. She didn't... start by doing the more extreme stuff, she became that as time went on and life shat on her one too many times. I was on constant debrief duty over her trying to make my friends stop being around me as much (plus debriefing over how she got them to see my girlfriend Sophomore year, jeez that was a mess) so that she could find it easier to be alone with me, and by the time she was nuts enough to act on her impulses fully she was on a mess of pills, wasn't sleeping anymore, and was progressively more off her rocker.
Another was a frienemy who followed me from high school to college while trying to date anyone I found interest in and otherwise wanted to try to get me out of any social circles I found myself in by shit-talking me a ton behind my back (people loved to tell me about his bitch fests or sent me IM records about it to laugh at). He otherwise followed me and people he had crushes on at a distance on and off for years as a lack of confidence issue, and at one point I had to even help someone he was following hide by saying I "hadn't seen her", once he came in all room-scan-y and sweaty from the pursuit.
Another was another schizophrenic who knew a little too much about me and left me weird letters in the beginning of knowing me for a few years. She also followed me from my high school to the same college like the aforementioned frienemy, trying to keep tabs on me and otherwise acting strangely towards me primarily when she and I weren't really on good terms. When both her and I were in low points and I saw she was a very bottled sadist... we ended up dating years later, but it began as something weirder.
Internet stalking solely barely counts imo, all it really does is prove that someone out there is a little too willing to dig through your past, so hence "if that counts".
One was my rapist who went about sabotaging any situation she saw as someone showing potential interest in me for the first two years of college. She didn't... start by doing the more extreme stuff, she became that as time went on and life shat on her one too many times. I was on constant debrief duty over her trying to make my friends stop being around me as much so that she could find it easier to be alone with me, and by the time she was nuts enough to act on her impulses fully she was on a mess of pills, wasn't sleeping anymore, and was progressively more off her rocker.
Another was a frienemy who followed my from high school to college while trying to date anyone I found interest in and otherwise wanted to try to get me out of any social circles I found myself in by shit-talking me a ton behind my back (people loved to tell me about his bitch fests or sent me IM records about it to laugh at). He otherwise followed me and people he had crushes on at a distance on and off for years as a lack of confidence issue, and at one point I had to even help someone he was following hide by saying I "hadn't seen her", once he came in all room-scan-y and sweaty from the pursuit.
Another was another schizophrenic who knew a little too much about me and left me weird letters in the beginning of knowing me for a few years. She also followed me from my high school to the same college like the aforementioned frienemy, trying to keep tabs on me and otherwise acting strangely towards me primarily when she and I weren't really on good terms. When both her and I were in low points and I saw she was a very bottled sadist... we ended up dating years later, but it began as something weirder.
Internet stalking solely barely counts imo, all it really does is prove that someone out there is a little too willing to dig through your past, so hence "if that counts".
ive literally only seen like 1/4 of sams content lol. im trolling him cuz hes a troll and a clever one so it gives me a challenge
idk if this thread was even about me, I know Med is the one its primarily about, but i thought I would explain that my obsessions are about trolling and ive never had a serious obsession with anyone except my psycho ex and he basically turned me into a troll lol, because i loved him so much and couldnt keep him because i couldnt stop myself from devaluing him and pushing him away(i wanted to keep being friends with benefits, he wanted to date, and i couldnt stop devaluing him so he stopped being fwb with me because we wanted different things). but that was like 5 years ago right before i first joined sc
if i could have kept being friends with benefits with him and we were both ok with that i would have kept doing that for the rest of my life. i loved him. REAL love. not the pretend troll love that i have for people now. ill never be the same again because of him. true love ruined me(it was true love on my side, i dont think he loved me because i wouldnt give him what he wanted which was a bf/gf relationship and eventually marriage and kids) but i truly truly loved this man. his name was dustin
