Let's start with what this is not. It is not about misanthropy, depression, being angsty or hateful towards everything/everyone/life.
It is not about giving up, surrendering, letting go or acceptance.
This is about how Life, as a force, is waging war on you, as an individual, whether you can see it or not.
What exactly is this Life force, in the context of this topic?
I will explain.
Everything inside of you, everything that makes up what you are, your mind, your instincts, your flesh, your chemistry and so on, everything has the purpose of keeping you alive (and to procreate).
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Everything outside of you, the weather, the food, most other lifeforms even, everything that is not you, is actively or inactively trying to kill you.
There will be people with their own problems that decide to use you as an outlet, you will be in the way of others to their goals, or you may simply clash with people who disagree.
All this is the force I call Life that tries to destroy you.
What should you do and not do?
But you should not fear, panic, submit or accept your fate. You do not go into depression thinking how helpless you are. You need to fight and win this war. Be a zealot and fight till you win or die.
When life gives you lemons, look at them with disgust and open a bitcoin account. Take nothing that Life gives you as granted and look upon it with suspicion. Treat life as your enemy. And you can't trust your enemy.
However, life is a devious enemy. If you are not careful, you can fall for its trap. If you are too suspicious you will get paranoid and hurt yourself. And this is Life winning and you falling for its trap. While you should be suspicious, you must not let fear rule you.
Life has many traps such as this. Too little or too much of almost anything can lead to your defeat.
Acceptance of life is acceptance of your fate and submitting to your powerless and helplessness. This is the ultimate defeat. You must wage the war, every day, every hour, every second.
Life gives no second chances, despite what you may hear or read. All second chances are your doing, you are the one in control of your life. Waiting will get you nowhere.
Fortune favors the bold because the bold take action and control of themselves into their hands. They create their fortune, it is not given to them by life.
Life is not fair and even to those that you may think life is better, life still tries to fuck them up as well. Use your advantages and care for your own fortune, do not fall into jealousy, another of life's traps.
Nothing is ever truly easy, despite what I may tell you outside of this topic. This is because you are at war. At war with life itself.
Adopt the mindset of war.
This may seem like its too intense, too serious, too grim. But this is just another trap of life. You need to both be cheerful, happy, calm and relaxed, and wage war on life at the same time. Never let life get a foothold anywhere. Make life your bitch.
Cobain said “Nobody dies a virgin... Life fucks us all.” and later you could find his brain on the wall. Do not let life fuck you, fuck life instead.
