It's been great with you. I've been depressed and struggling with self esteem issues since I was a child and after this whole therapy thing I don't see the point in living anymore.
Quintasia came into my life during a period when I was convinced that nobody will ever love me and that I will be feeling empty for the rest of my life. She popped in and caressed my head and told me she loves me in a motherly voice. She treated me like an attractive and decent valuable person and gave me worth and a reason to live. I now had something to live for, my wife and my kid. We're going to be a family.
Due to my own defectiveness I made her stop loving me and made her go back to the US. I am worse than I was before. I came to the realization that whoever loves me will see who I really am and ditch me for someone better. I will never be happy or have a family.
I made this thread to apologize to everyone who I've hurt and mistreated in many ways over the course of 6 years. I want you to know that I did it to unload my own pain and cope with my anger at life in general. You are all good people who were hurt in different ways and you deserve to be happy. Hope everything will work out for you. It did not me for.
I love you guys. See you in hell.