Ugh.
You fucks really matter to me.
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Did you snort a fat dose the white powder ?
Man I fucking wish, but no.
I just care enough about those I'm familiar with.
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Did you snort a fat dose the white powder ?
Man I fucking wish, but no.
I just care enough about those I'm familiar with.
It's been over a year since I first tried coke and have since done it over a dozen times, and I mean sessions, and I do pass up on it just to keep it under control. I'm good when it comes to substances, weed alcohol and other consumables, I'm really in no rush.
It's really nice though. Opens my heart and everything is beautiful and I tend to spread beauty. I'm unsure if it's possible to be upset on the stuff.
Usually we'd be socializing, being up all night and day, then I take the mobile device, open SC and wow. Look at the place, all smeared with shit, and I appreciate everyone and their bullshit, and there are regulars here and they kinda know me, then I think, when was the last time I spread love and joy here ?
Tc doesn’t have the money to snort coke.
The high's too fleeting, you feel good for like a few minutes tops and then the chase for more begins. It's like cigs on steroids, not really fun when I was at that point of my life used to shit like LSD.
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Tc doesn’t have the money to snort coke.
The high's too fleeting, you feel good for like a few minutes tops and then the chase for more begins. It's like cigs on steroids, not really fun when I was at that point of my life used to shit like LSD.
You still can’t afford it lmao. But yeah it’s the worst value in drugs. With lsd being the best. Although I got offered a pound of meth for 1600 so that felt like a great deal too.
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You don't matter to me. None of you do. Anyways, I was never into drugs and only tried alcohol a few times. I prefer taking actual medicine for my anxiety (and I'm not interested in taking cannabis/thc bullshit for it) and should probably get some for what could be my adhd.
Tc doesn’t have the money to snort coke.
The high's too fleeting, you feel good for like a few minutes tops and then the chase for more begins. It's like cigs on steroids, not really fun when I was at that point of my life used to shit like LSD.
You still can’t afford it lmao. But yeah it’s the worst value in drugs. With lsd being the best. Although I got offered a pound of meth for 1600 so that felt like a great deal too.
I can't afford desserts that are made of literal gold, but that doesn't mean I need it or that it's good for me.
The shit I miss though, honestly, is ecstasy. I mean yeah it's great for the mood but it also removes all aches of both the body and mind. Shit just feels good, and feels good for a good while. It's so good that I have to actively make myself say no to it, rather than the no coming automatically, which in it's own right is pretty scary.
By comparison, coke is shit. It's like activating a turbo boost in a racing game, but it wears off too quickly despite how good juicing up on it feels. Why do Coke when MDMA exists? I mean shit if you're going to stress your body out on uppers without worrying about the addictive pullback why not take Addy (rhetorical question, also a terrible idea)? At the very least that shit lasts more than like 30 seconds.
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