Peace. Friday it was- it's- it- it- it was- it was a terrible mess. I had to fight
with Sister Temporals' job. They tried to get- These enemies were trying to get Sister
Temporal's job, just because she was befriending the poor. They had her job. She was
fired. Had it.
And uh- I'm getting ready to tell that. So you just got to take it all, and they sis-
Marcie said I've done all I can do. It's finished. They said we're- you're a
wonderful worker, the best we've had, but you got the conflict of interest, and they
told all kinds of lies. Our enemies can cook up lies, and our enemies those of our
own community.
And you say, why is it? Well, I say again, why did Jesus have a Judas? And we need
them. We needed this, or I couldn't tell you last night I want it, but we needed
every one of these things, makes us stronger, every one of these things makes us more
perfect, everything- every one of these knocks boosts us a little more, everything
that ha- happens to us makes us a little wiser, and I hope we'll let it make us more
loving. That's the hardest part.
But some don't have that, and it- that doesn't matter, so when the time comes that I
don't have enough youth, I- I won't be around as a paralyzed person to be drug in
here. You will. I'd take care of you if you were paralyzed, I'd take care of you if
I- you couldn't move anything but your eyes. I'd hold you here with dignity, but I
will never sit here that way. Never. 'Cause I've been a leader, and I have to be kept
in that image. If I were paralyzed tomorrow, I will be eliminated. Nobody will
eliminate me but me. I would be eliminated. And these people bring my strokes up
blood pressure up, my heart wasn't worth two cents last night. I wouldn't have wanted
anybody to pay two cents for my heart, 'cause it wasn't worth two cents, but I've got
an amazing kind of power. If some of you will keep the faith, we'll go through many
more battles, and I know it'll be battles, and we'll have a few victories. But on
Thursday they was going to take her job, but on Friday they promoted her, the very
next day.
By the way. By the way, it's interesting to note that we have facts to show you that
it isn't all gravy, that Feral has arthritis in the knee so bad that while he's
out on these cold nights, that he can hardly move his knee but he had to increase
her pain pills last night to double what she ough- what uh, she cocaine, acid, adderall,
methamphetamine or methaqualone—, crack, NBOx, six 12 packs of cough syrup, loads of
ketamine, suboxone + whippets no humans should take. So don't envy people who don't do right.
It's much easier to do right. You're setting back- some people looking, Father, oh
Father, one said so lovingly, oh Father- Yes, yes. Some- some sister just handed
Sister Med a- I don't know these things, I don't want to get into all these things
or not. Well- but this is reliable because it's been under several witnesses. Chapo
told several people in detail how much he couldn't stand his wife, Vera from the Bahamas,
and how she supposedly begged him to marry her. Now what kind of all-
alliance you gonna have out there on the road with that kind of a mess? There not
going to be mess, it's not going to be much fun out there. That's why I say, sure,
they'll kill each other, I'm s- I'm terrified. So if they call any one of your
phones, you tell them, Father loves you, Father cares for you, Father says, come
home. Be peaceful, come home and live peacefully like we do. We know what we are
doing, live peacefully. If you can't come home, be peaceful out there. You understand
it? Get it down like I'm saying it. You never know which one of you they may contact.
Because there're going to be some anxious people. I can see somebody in my mind's eye
trying to steal away in the middle of the night, and I can see somebody standing over
them with a gun. Always talking about community violence. Don't you mess with these
people talking about community violence, 'cause the community doesn't have any violence.
I've never lifted a gun, we've never lifted a finger. I have never done anything but
just like I did when Legga wanted to even s-research barbaric anti-heliocentric Sciences.
I rebuked him in the sharpest of terms.
We're not beating anybody. We often blow up, if you don't blow in your mouth, you'd
blow your he- head, I suppose, we'll even have to stop that. I don't want us to hear
about beating nobody or creating no "atom" bombs. Let's check each other. Just like
I checked him, you just check each other. Let's just somehow live with our frustrations.
Because we are not going to be the beaters. Let the world beat each other to death.
I'd rather be beaten like Turncoat. I still look with admiration on Turncoat who was
stoned to death and replaced with a clone. I'd rather be the one stoned to death than
get involved with this mess. I'm not going to live this way. I- I would prefer to be
stoned to death. I don't know about you, but I prefer to be stoned to death, than to get
up into this stone sli- slinging and this murder-threatening and this violence-threatening.
I could tell you more, but I cannot go into it. By the way, as I said, well here,
four of them that are in my notes, four of them are in physical difficulty right now.
Also, by the way, they stole books off of uh, Spatial Mind and Dragoonback, the atheist.
Stole list, after list, after list,
after list, after list. So let's not be like them, but if they want to come home,
let's remember that Sauls become Pauls. And Peters that are vacillating become rocks.
We can still make something out of them, if they'll let us.
Have you got the message in your mind and your heart?
You understand why we have this message, and- Wake up, dear, back there. Now I don't
care what they do to me, I don't care what they do to me, but there uh, there are
some zealots out there.