I remember Lycan. I've had my own journey with losing people to cancer and other betrayals of the body. It's very confronting on many levels.
Sounds like she died a violent death. She didn’t want you to have the burden of those last moments in your memory. I don’t think Lycan will die in that way. He’s on hospice now, and they work round the clock to ensure he’s as comfortable as possible.
I think she never wanted to be surrounded by her family cause they would've been dramatic and that would've annoyed her, so she kept downplaying the situation.
I did notice she had this pissed off expression on her face.
Now we sit and wait. I’ve told him I’m going to be fine but I haven’t told him it’s ok for him to go yet. I probably should do that next.
Acceptance is good.
I tried replying to that 5 times and can't seem to come up with a good enough response. The bond is for sure genuine since you've moved to be with the guy, stayed with him and now you're seeing him off.
It’s been a wild ride
I see.
This life is said to be a wonderful opportunity, though I find comfort in thinking It's better on the other side, as it's something we've heard countless times in NDE research. Of course some had bad experiences with it, but that's probably not the case for those who've been humbled.
Part of me envies those who passed away. No more decay in a timeless reality more real than this one, where the imagination is profound in ways that makes us richer than one can possibly be here.
I gathered how we'll still eat simply because it's enjoyable, spend as much time with anyone because there is no time, which is a paradox in itself.
I do think we'll identify as genders, as genders will have divine roles for consensus, but there'll be no reproduction as we see it in the physical sense.
The things we've done in this life will be worn on our sleeve, the good will have less shame and for that reason will have less concerns and will be more open and approachable. Maybe we obtain that glory with good behavior under this illusion of secrecy.
It was Lycan, next time someone else, eventually it'll be us at some point. Duality itself is said to be an illusion, and if so, you/we are still okay. If not, still we'll be fine.
There is nothing wrong with anyone
apep is killing people
this is hell it’s suppose to have immortality even when it looks like earth