i feel like.... i want to understand everything
i have never given up studying physics, the universe, new theories, old theories etc.. just in hopes that if i gather enough information, I may one day be able to put the pieces together and gain some insight as to how this universe works and why existance is
when i look at our capitalist system, i have forever studied supply and demand, finance, loans, debt, interest rates, stock prices, commoditie prices, futures markets, federal interest rates, etc to try to figure out this capitalist system and be able to take some control over my own finances
when i look at our history of war, and our politics, and the history and present of how humans organize themselves and eachother, i try to study energy, resources, innovation, geopolitics, and all the other factors i can think of that might give me some insight in hopes that maybe some day i will be able to understand and predict what nations will do in the future
so basicly what I'm saying is that i am just born to forever analyze the world and try to understand it... in this completely illogical goal of one day just understanding everything completely and having total control over my reality
and my question is.......... why when i look around, is not EVERYONE doing that? and if they are..... why doesnt it seem like it? why does everyone just seem to be okay with allowing themselves to be entertained and distracted?
my theory is that im this way because im adopted, but i wasnt adopted until i was 2 years old... so who knows what happened to me during that first 2 years but maybe it instilled into me a desire to figure out what is going on so i can have control
i feel like.... i want to understand everything
i have never given up studying physics, the universe, new theories, old theories etc.. just in hopes that if i gather enough information, I may one day be able to put the pieces together and gain some insight as to how this universe works and why existance is
when i look at our capitalist system, i have forever studied supply and demand, finance, loans, debt, interest rates, stock prices, commoditie prices, futures markets, federal interest rates, etc to try to figure out this capitalist system and be able to take some control over my own finances
when i look at our history of war, and our politics, and the history and present of how humans organize themselves and eachother, i try to study energy, resources, innovation, geopolitics, and all the other factors i can think of that might give me some insight in hopes that maybe some day i will be able to understand and predict what nations will do in the future
so basicly what I'm saying is that i am just born to forever analyze the world and try to understand it... in this completely illogical goal of one day just understanding everything completely and having total control over my reality
and my question is.......... why when i look around, is not EVERYONE doing that? and if they are..... why doesnt it seem like it? why does everyone just seem to be okay with allowing themselves to be entertained and distracted?
my theory is that im this way because im adopted, but i wasnt adopted until i was 2 years old... so who knows what happened to me during that first 2 years but maybe it instilled into me a desire to figure out what is going on so i can have control
Well if yahweh is going to judge them regardless of ehat they do for revelations 21:1 to fuel his own dopamine
then contradict that judgement by trying to “end time” at a later date
how is any of this meaningful
there is no point to any of this
and my question is.......... why when i look around, is not EVERYONE doing that? and if they are..... why doesnt it seem like it? why does everyone just seem to be okay with allowing themselves to be entertained and distracted?
Dopamine.
Is it important ? Yes.
That time I fasted for 27 days, I started to feel a sense of unhappiness. The act of eating in itself gives us dopamine. I did not research this, it's just painfully obvious to me. From there it was easy to imagine a life without simple pleasures and it's..... Very unfulfilling.
It so happens that seeking comfort and obtaining it and other satisfactories rewards us with dopamine. Things that are linked to our survival and well being.
THIS along with every single one of our functions, is by design, not by accident. This being an accident is obserd, the thought of this being a fluke gets even more obserd since the animals have many of the same internal attributes we do, plus they also have two genders.
An observer will know an agnostic has more potential to learn what's going on than an atheist.
Also Luna. Your boy Dexter, will distract you from expanding yourself toward the possibility of a higher power, as his representation of one is very off putting.
Like, are you on a level to find his post here appealing ?
When asked I'd tell you he's damned.
Also Luna. Your boy Dexter, will distract you from expanding yourself toward the possibility of a higher power, as his representation of one is very off putting.
Like, are you on a level to find his post here appealing ?
When asked I'd tell you he's damned.
You’re banned from heaven
Also Luna. Your boy Dexter, will distract you from expanding yourself toward the possibility of a higher power, as his representation of one is very off putting.
Like, are you on a level to find his post here appealing ?
When asked I'd tell you he's damned.
I am the higher power you clown
Also Luna. Your boy Dexter, will distract you from expanding yourself toward the possibility of a higher power, as his representation of one is very off putting.
Like, are you on a level to find his post here appealing ?
When asked I'd tell you he's damned.
you don't have to read his posts lol, i don't read 99% of them, but still i think its good for science that his thoughts be logged and analyized by ai in the future... there is a thought pattern going on there that is anomalous. would you have a dead forum? this place was so boring
Also Luna. Your boy Dexter, will distract you from expanding yourself toward the possibility of a higher power, as his representation of one is very off putting.
Like, are you on a level to find his post here appealing ?
When asked I'd tell you he's damned.
you don't have to read his posts lol, i don't read 99% of them, but still i think its good for science that his thoughts be logged and analyized by ai in the future... there is a thought pattern going on there that is anomalous. would you have a dead forum? this place was so boring
I am literally an alien luna in human form
i am the holy spirit
Also Luna. Your boy Dexter, will distract you from expanding yourself toward the possibility of a higher power, as his representation of one is very off putting.
Like, are you on a level to find his post here appealing ?
When asked I'd tell you he's damned.
you don't have to read his posts lol, i don't read 99% of them, but still i think its good for science that his thoughts be logged and analyized by ai in the future... there is a thought pattern going on there that is anomalous. would you have a dead forum? this place was so boring
I am literally an alien luna in human form
i am the holy spirit
So or course my thought pattern will not match humans
i am not a real fucking human you silly girl
you don't have to read his posts lol, i don't read 99% of them, but still i think its good for science that his thoughts be logged and analyized by ai in the future... there is a thought pattern going on there that is anomalous. would you have a dead forum? this place was so boring
I am literally an alien luna in human form
i am the holy spirit
So or course my thought pattern will not match humans
i am not a real fucking human you silly girl
Do you read the names i posted below. ?????