This reflects my anger which can come with a side of euphoria, determination, aggression, manipulation of circumstances, and a lot of energy, all with the anger. It can be episodic.
It is the same vigor I have chased pedophiles as in people who sexually abuse children both online and in person with
And I usually don't talk about this part of myself because there are some people who want to get revenge on me.
But yeah this anger represents my tiger side and my manipulative side people don't typically see
It comes in phases and waves and is almost like a wave of hysteria for me
But once I get my revenge and I am satisfied it goes away
This is the darker part of me because I have ruined people's lives this way and have even broken the law
Staying dormant until the next offense
It drives me to cross lines or go places or hold on to things others wouldn't
And I feel like the energy of this song reflects that specific aspect of myself
Pettiness and all
It is a form of anger I get from my mother's side
Like a vicious sort of angry plot where I'm smiling out of malace the entire time. She is like that too.