The lyrics are meaningful to me figuring out what the lyrics mean to me can be like solving a puzzle
Or if you think music or emotions or thoughts are interesting at all
I don't process emotions like everyone else, so these songs are the only way I have to express how I really feel inside
But those close to me don't care enough to let me show them my songs
And maybe it seems stupid but for me that's really sad that no one will listen to what see as the best representation of how I feel soni can open up to my loved ones
I guess I just wish I was more heard in life
Anyway these are some of them these songs are meaningful and perfect to me if anyone wants to experience them as well
Maybe it will help you get through some stuff too IDK
Music is a special thing I'd like to share with others even though I have odd taste
This song represents my hypersexuality and my sexual disorders that I deal with even though they are embarrassing to talk about as well as some religious trauma it reminds me of when I was at the conversion camp and discovering myself with those girls for the first time although I didn't lose my consensual virginity or anything but yeah it also reminds me of being beat for kissing someone and screamed at that I was going to hell for that kind of thing