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I will get paid in about a week. And the work is fun at times...get bored of it at others. But I don't hate it. California does have shelter and voucher programs and I have been seeing what I can work with. It would be an option to travel somewhere more economical...that's if you can work out the housing ahead. I'm not even sure where that would be. Not Cleveland though, I think I'm done with there lol.

Good luck and stop meeting insane people, unless you have absolute control over the situation.

Tryptamine said: 

I will get paid in about a week. And the work is fun at times...get bored of it at others. But I don't hate it.

Good.

California does have shelter and voucher programs and I have been seeing what I can work with. It would be an option to travel somewhere more economical...that's if you can work out the housing ahead. I'm not even sure where that would be. Not Cleveland though, I think I'm done with there lol.

Wouldn't staying with someone you know from Cleveland until you can recoup be an option? Where were you staying before California?

Tryptamine said: 

 

Then why did you do it???

Part low risk aversion, part exhaustion of the current life I had, part naive willingness to be willfully blind. I don't think I will ever do anything like this anymore moving forward, I just don't have the energy. I thought if things were bad, then well it would be some type of situation like we argue too much, but I'm still helping financially till we split and that's no issue. The remote job offers me some flexibility. I didn't imagine it ends up like this, but yes I can see how it also should have been so obvious. I am pretty critical about myself on this one.

 Also I wanted to help, I have sympathy for her situation because her family is so indifferent.

In this case the most helpful thing you ended up doing was getting her into the system. Still, it's good you're out of there, but taking a good hard look at what got you into this sort of situation in the first place (rather than just abstaining from the practice) is how you'll avoid looping the same experience with someone else. 

I struggle to relate to glossing over her history and self-reports, it's more than just The Bible. 

Good said: 

Good luck and stop meeting insane people, unless you have absolute control over the situation.

I've taken a good number of risks with that sort of thing too, especially with traveling.  

Enough times things came out okay, "insane people" are more like exaggerated expressions of everyday people and that can come across as honest when so used to half-baked lies, but then one of those times I got roofied so... it's a gamble. 🤷

That being said, CS has been on a warpath for a while, Tryp's only one of four people she's struck from this website. I feel like she's effectively telegraphed why it's not worth it ages ago. 

Jada said: 

California does have shelter and voucher programs and I have been seeing what I can work with. It would be an option to travel somewhere more economical...that's if you can work out the housing ahead. I'm not even sure where that would be. Not Cleveland though, I think I'm done with there lol.

Wouldn't staying with someone you know from Cleveland until you can recoup be an option? 

How long would you expect that stay to take? 

Staying on a friend's couch or whatever doesn't tend to last forever, people start to get fishy about it after the first week or so typically if the timeframe isn't discussed in advance. 

California is SatanLand.

Trypt will meet some homeless people, and they'll be like "Come with us we can be friends" and they'll seem cool. Even loving and lovable, very sweet, and they'll have alcohol and drugs. If Trypt invests his time and participates with them, they'll pull him down and he might get stuck.

then give them houses so they dont have to resort to drugs... oh wait you're against that. then stfu pig.

Dragoonback said: 

then give them houses so they dont have to resort to drugs... oh wait you're against that. then stfu pig.

 lol No I'm not against that. 

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California is a liberal hell hole that's been ran down by bad policy and crime. It's why a lot of citizens are leaving there. 

Jada said: 

Tryptamine said: 

I will get paid in about a week. And the work is fun at times...get bored of it at others. But I don't hate it.

Good.

 

California does have shelter and voucher programs and I have been seeing what I can work with. It would be an option to travel somewhere more economical...that's if you can work out the housing ahead. I'm not even sure where that would be. Not Cleveland though, I think I'm done with there lol.

Wouldn't staying with someone you know from Cleveland until you can recoup be an option? Where were you staying before California?

I answered a bit in DMs about the family situation, but even that aside Cleveland totally sucks. I was at a shelter beforehand and had gotten the job some months before. I started paying off debts and was basically getting on the ball. Maybe I can finally get away from the snow and ice...I like that for about a week and then I hate it.

Turncoat said: 

Tryptamine said: 

 

Part low risk aversion, part exhaustion of the current life I had, part naive willingness to be willfully blind. I don't think I will ever do anything like this anymore moving forward, I just don't have the energy. I thought if things were bad, then well it would be some type of situation like we argue too much, but I'm still helping financially till we split and that's no issue. The remote job offers me some flexibility. I didn't imagine it ends up like this, but yes I can see how it also should have been so obvious. I am pretty critical about myself on this one.

 Also I wanted to help, I have sympathy for her situation because her family is so indifferent.

In this case the most helpful thing you ended up doing was getting her into the system. Still, it's good you're out of there, but taking a good hard look at what got you into this sort of situation in the first place (rather than just abstaining from the practice) is how you'll avoid looping the same experience with someone else. 

I struggle to relate to glossing over her history and self-reports, it's more than just The Bible. 

Rose-tinted eyedrops.