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I also need to stop pissing in empty containers.....

Delora said: 

I also need to stop pissing in empty containers.....

 Shit I think I'm depressed 

Delora's Arc: 40 days and 40 nights.

Meh. If you're trying to get over animated porn, this one won't help you.

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I've kicked some bad habits. I quit smoking, I don't drink ( though I might on occasion ) and I quit weed. I'm so damn sober, but I actually like it. 

What caused me to stop....

Maybe it was fear of premature death. Or maybe I know I'm of age where I need to look after myself more. If I were on my deathbed, the weed would scare the fuck out of me granted the situation. The thought of death while stoned, I've had that too many times so it's easy to give it up.

"You need to recognize the consequences the habit brings and how it affects you"

If you want to stop but can't. Then your reason to stop isn't important enough. What are you losing ? 

Cuckoo said: 

Delora's Arc: 40 days and 40 nights.

Meh. If you're trying to get over animated porn, this one won't help you.

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I've kicked some bad habits. I quit smoking, I don't drink ( though I might on occasion ) and I quit weed. I'm so damn sober, but I actually like it. 

What caused me to stop....

Maybe it was fear of premature death. Or maybe I know I'm of age where I need to look after myself more. If I were on my deathbed, the weed would scare the fuck out of me granted the situation. The thought of death while stoned, I've had that too many times so it's easy to give it up.

"You need to recognize the consequences the habit brings and how it affects you"

If you want to stop but can't. Then your reason to stop isn't important enough. What are you losing ? 

 

 

 What am I losing? I guess, self respect. And idk actually the porn I am describing mirrors something that happened to me when I was seven from my cousin with a couple housepets she made do things. so idk why I'm getting off to traumatic events indirectly. Am I a gross person? Is something wrong with me? Am I perverted and messed up forever? Idk. I feel dehumanized but sometimes I wonder if I'm even human 

Try taking a break from it, without reflecting so much on if you're a bad person over it. Just cut the behavior for starters.

Tryptamine said: 

Try taking a break from it, without reflecting so much on if you're a bad person over it. Just cut the behavior for starters.

 Do most people not have addictions to this weird shit

I think that it's common that people who had sexual trauma end up growing with problems related to their sexuality. At the end of the day, each individual chooses how to handle that. Everyone is different, so I don't know exactly what works for you. I would think that stopping something you are conflicted about will at least give you more space to think about it. 

People often ask when they know they answer, they just need convincing to do the thing.

Tryptamine said: 

I think that it's common that people who had sexual trauma end up growing with problems related to their sexuality. At the end of the day, each individual chooses how to handle that. Everyone is different, so I don't know exactly what works for you. I would think that stopping something you are conflicted about will at least give you more space to think about it. 

 Im going to try to stop. What should I do in the moments where I might relapse to keep from failing?