talked to the therapist about my hentai addiction. therapist said it is likely because of the sexual abuse i had to deal with as a child.
Well yeah, I figured you would have connected the two when you were in chat specifically asking for your memories in Hentai form.
this might surprise you but sometimes I am not the most self aware person on this planet.
especially when drunk and high at the same time.
which...... I may have been when I said that
Yeah, she isn’t always the brightest when it comes to self-awareness. I can see her not making this connection on her own. Her emotions tend to cloud her thinking when she tries to reflect on anything about herself at all, which makes watching her try to go to therapy and understand herself even more comedic. She may try to improve and understand herself, but ultimately, she will fail. The funny thing is that my family seems to think she is highly intelligent and has even commented that she has more academic potential than I do—something I think can be easily debunked by a few quotes from her off this website alone. Her social skills are horrible, and she has the worst porn addiction I have ever seen. Yet, because she can be a tragic "Rain Man" when it comes to books, she is supposed to have more potential than me? Honestly, a larp.
Our teacher at the school always acted impressed by her academic achievements, claiming Delora was able to grasp mathematics quickly and get into "advanced math" despite a lack of educational background. A wonderful party trick, but honestly, it pales in comparison to her mental illness. Yes, she could tutor the other students in a variety of subjects, but the other students were also terrified of her. At the end of the day, she is a social recluse with nothing to show for anything other than "oh look, I read a lot."
I have no idea why Alice used to devote so much time to Delora compared to other users here, when I obviously have more ability than she does, given that I am not disabled.
My grandiose delusions are better than yours.