Sociopath Community

ya in a way, the new board is just offering more variety to our SC family. now SC can host the extreme content such as xadem's disgusting shock art and jims pedo related topics while the republic can focus on more real discussions.

we are giving variety to the sc family. just some of you are against it becasue you feel threatened, but there is no reason to be threateed. cawk, jim, xadem, and and other pedos do not have the option to come to the republic so they will always be here. 

i have matured and grown out of the thinking that i should be okay with being attacked all the time. the new forum isa reflection of that. sure you might say i am weak... but honestly exposing yourself to abuse daily is dumb... so if i have to choose between weak and dumb i will go with weak :P

but i still want to be a part of the sc family, and i want testers on my software, and i want a place to post my dumb ideas so that is why i created TR. for those of you who think like me, and who still want me in your circles you can join me on TR. for those who hate me and want all my software to fail... just stay here

I signed up and I cannot access any boards at the moment.

>tfw she calls us threats

*flex*

puppygirl said:

i have matured and grown out of the thinking that i should be okay with being attacked all the time.

This is regression, not growth. 
 

but i still want to be a part of the sc family, and i want testers on my software

What do you miss about the sc family?

Sounds like Wrongplanet might be more your speed OP

Imagine being so autistic you get rejected from wrongplanet LOL

Turncoat said: 

puppygirl said:

i have matured and grown out of the thinking that i should be okay with being attacked all the time.

This is regression, not growth. 
 

but i still want to be a part of the sc family, and i want testers on my software

What do you miss about the sc family?

its not regression. it's normalcy. feeling like you have to subject yourself to abuse in order to... be able to tell yourself your mentally tough is just insecure... like sure being able to handle critism is healthy, but not abuse. i dont think you are qualified to talk about regression... you have no career, no unique skills, you dont put your time and efforts into anything besides SC. you have no future.. your just like peter pan.. an immature kid who never wants to grow up

i mostly miss having an area to post my thoughts and get feedback... and keeping up on the day to day lives of long time members, and hearing about thier lives.

its worth saying that this SC is not the same as my SC. posts are sparse here and not really that interesting, and the chat is mostly dead. perhaps my bias is giving this impression, but thats what it feels like... it feels like jim, good, cawk and you (tc) are just sitting online all day in an effort to make this place look active, but the true activity seems kinda dull... discord is more alive

so the community has yet to recover id say... im going to work on redirecting SC to BZ in an attempt to recover some of the members that never made their way back.. maybe that will help

puppygirl said: 

Turncoat said: 

puppygirl said:

i have matured and grown out of the thinking that i should be okay with being attacked all the time.

This is regression, not growth. 

but i still want to be a part of the sc family, and i want testers on my software

What do you miss about the sc family?

its not regression. it's normalcy. feeling like you have to subject yourself to abuse in order to... be able to tell yourself your mentally tough is just insecure... like sure being able to handle critism is healthy, but not abuse.

Where's the line between criticism and abuse, and why should someone like you expect special treatment in that regard?

Everyone targets everyone here otherwise, why are you entitled to your weakness? 

i was not targeted equally. its sad i ahve to explain all this to you TC, i thought you were analytcal

my theory is that... jim wanted my attention, and he wanted a notorious reputation.. so to do that he attacked SC and when that didnt work he did the one thing he knew would have an impact... he posted CP.. over and over

the posting of CP... had the opposite effect though, instead of getting appeasment and attention from me, he just got exiled... he lost his family, and becasue that was the only thing in life he has, it really affected him.. 

and then there are others such as tpg, and cawk who are just kinda impressionable and eager to have friends.. by joining the cause of the "bad guy" and attacking the 1 authority figure on SC, they got to "fight the power"and also ... have a purpose on SC... causing drama and having an impact was their goal

so fundamentally i was attacked because i was an authority figure, and also becasue i was a girl whos attention jim and probly others wanted. 

i think that you TC saw how SC was unable to maintain its openness of allowing puppets while keeping jim out, and also you missed SC, had free time, and was bored so you chose to create tons of puppets to join in on the attacking...

so none of this attacking was really pointed at me personally, it was just a game and being the admin i was the one who had to handle it... but because there was several of you and only 1 of me, you were able to make people think that i was an evil tyrant worthy of being hated and get others such as alice to join in on the attacking and resentment toward me

toward the end when i shut down sc, i felt like no1 really appreciated me. no1 put effort into defending me, but lots put effort into attacking me and "proving" how bad a person i was.

so you say that i should have just taken it all... you argue i should have allowed the CP posters back... but i didnt feel like i was part of the family anymore, so there was really no joy in running SC. its actually not the attackers that killed SC, but the lack of supporters. their standing by and doing nothing made me feel hated and resented.. i was successfully made to look like a tyrant

basicly i just felt like i lost my family, and all that was left was people who hate and resent me. even inq hates me now. and ... it just felt pointless to invest time and money and take the risk of owning such a taboo site just so i could feel hated. 

noone should stay in a toxic relationship. if you cannot have fun and enjoy the company of those around you, then you should just leave... and thats what i did. commander saw his opportunity to finally have some users on his website and took it, and so here we are. jim and cawk and xadem and you dont treat him like you treated me so its easy for him. maybe after 5 years that will change, who knows... but for now you can tell yourself that hes better and that i was an evil tyrant who doesnt deserve to have a forum of my own

but i have missed those members of SC who were not mean to me.. even if they did not openly suport me on the old SC, and so that is why i am making the republic. i know that jim, xadem, cawk, you, and others will forever wish me to fail in life and to be unahppy. you want to make me as unhappy and unsuccessfil as all of you.. 

but im nothing like you guys... in these past 6 years i have finished college, and started an amazing career in government, and built the BZ software with my brother... i am ambitious and have confidence and self respect and most importantly a future. it makes 0 sense for me to surround myself with toxic people. and so thats why i refuse to spend time among a group of people who hate me. critism based on facts is fine, but just pure hate and resentment i can do nothing about. also, i refuse to ever support pedophiles... you TC somehow think you are noble and cool for being okay with the presence of pedophiles jst like you think its ok to be abused constantly. you are broken and your ideas of what is good and bad are wrong. i have more wisdom than you and i have control over my life and destiny, unlike you who apparently thinks that you should just allow yourself to be a victim of anyone who decides to come along and attack

puppygirl said: 

i was not targeted equally. its sad i ahve to explain all this to you TC, i thought you were analytcal

 

my theory is that... jim wanted my attention, and he wanted a notorious reputation.. so to do that he attacked SC and when that didnt work he did the one thing he knew would have an impact... he posted CP.. over and over

the posting of CP... had the opposite effect though, instead of getting appeasment and attention from me, he just got exiled... he lost his family, and becasue that was the only thing in life he has, it really affected him.. 

and then there are others such as tpg, and cawk who are just kinda impressionable and eager to have friends.. by joining the cause of the "bad guy" and attacking the 1 authority figure on SC, they got to "fight the power"and also ... have a purpose on SC... causing drama and having an impact was their goal

so fundamentally i was attacked because i was an authority figure, and also becasue i was a girl whos attention jim and probly others wanted. 

i think that you TC saw how SC was unable to maintain its openness of allowing puppets while keeping jim out, and also you missed SC, had free time, and was bored so you chose to create tons of puppets to join in on the attacking...

so none of this attacking was really pointed at me personally, it was just a game and being the admin i was the one who had to handle it... but because there was several of you and only 1 of me, you were able to make people think that i was an evil tyrant worthy of being hated and get others such as alice to join in on the attacking and resentment toward me

toward the end when i shut down sc, i felt like no1 really appreciated me. no1 put effort into defending me, but lots put effort into attacking me and "proving" how bad a person i was.

 

so you say that i should have just taken it all... you argue i should have allowed the CP posters back... but i didnt feel like i was part of the family anymore, so there was really no joy in running SC. its actually not the attackers that killed SC, but the lack of supporters. their standing by and doing nothing made me feel hated and resented.. i was successfully made to look like a tyrant

 

basicly i just felt like i lost my family, and all that was left was people who hate and resent me. even inq hates me now. and ... it just felt pointless to invest time and money and take the risk of owning such a taboo site just so i could feel hated. 

noone should stay in a toxic relationship. if you cannot have fun and enjoy the company of those around you, then you should just leave... and thats what i did. commander saw his opportunity to finally have some users on his website and took it, and so here we are. jim and cawk and xadem and you dont treat him like you treated me so its easy for him. maybe after 5 years that will change, who knows... but for now you can tell yourself that hes better and that i was an evil tyrant who doesnt deserve to have a forum of my own

 

but i have missed those members of SC who were not mean to me.. even if they did not openly suport me on the old SC, and so that is why i am making the republic. i know that jim, xadem, cawk, you, and others will forever wish me to fail in life and to be unahppy. you want to make me as unhappy and unsuccessfil as all of you.. 

but im nothing like you guys... in these past 6 years i have finished college, and started an amazing career in government, and built the BZ software with my brother... i am ambitious and have confidence and self respect and most importantly a future. it makes 0 sense for me to surround myself with toxic people. and so thats why i refuse to spend time among a group of people who hate me. critism based on facts is fine, but just pure hate and resentment i can do nothing about. also, i refuse to ever support pedophiles... you TC somehow think you are noble and cool for being okay with the presence of pedophiles jst like you think its ok to be abused constantly. you are broken and your ideas of what is good and bad are wrong. i have more wisdom than you and i have control over my life and destiny, unlike you who apparently thinks that you should just allow yourself to be a victim of anyone who decides to come along and attack

This narrative shows a remarkable lack of growth. 

It's beautiful.