As it turns it's a regular thing for people to signal to others what they aren't. From what I gather the suicidal are silent about it. They don't want to be stopped. Neither the suicidal or those who claim it are respectable. Mourning them is a foolish thing to do.
It takes, well, 'practice' to get to that tier of self-hatred, they usually begin as something milder and escalate there with time.
I talk about it here because this is where people are not like "NoOoOoO don't DO IT" like I like this place because people don't fucking care.
I'm closer to "Telling them not to do it makes them more likely to force their well being on me".
Been there done that, suicidal people are demanding until they hit the deep end. Being supportive tends to not fix the issue so much as have them rely on me to fix it for them, and that's next-to impossible.
There's way too much room to blame myself over how they treat themselves, so it's easier to avoid it.
But what I do want to know here is, in light of how I fucked up by being fat enough to rip the damn ceiling light with me the first goddam time, what are some good methods now and what are the pros and cons of them?
Losing weight might be a good start, it also improves emotional quality of life when your movements aren't as draining.
