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I'm just gonna commit suicide and move on


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Here's the thing right

I already tried suicide and the fucking light broke out of the ceiling, 

And I'm already pretty unhappy and I don't actually see a real point in living 

So I. Just going to go ahead and I'm just going to commit suicide because I think that's the best option I actually have.  

I already tried and I fucked it up like a retard and I really regret fucking it up so, 

I'm just going to go ahead and correct it and finish the job because I was pretty fucking serious about going through with this. 

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Is there like, a pill or something I can take so I can get this over with? One that won't permanently disable me if I fuck up but also one that I can just take it and pass on peacefully? And don't try to talk me out of it I am a consenting adult and this is my decision.

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And don't try to talk me out of it I am a consenting adult and this is my decision.

The local psych ward would beg to differ. 

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And don't try to talk me out of it I am a consenting adult and this is my decision.

The local psych ward would beg to differ. 

 You can't prove its me

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And don't try to talk me out of it I am a consenting adult and this is my decision.

The local psych ward would beg to differ. 

 You can't prove its me

Mostly saying this 'consenting adult' stuff is not really up to you.

While it may to you seem like your decision, what you'd be trying to do to yourself is, for lack of a better term, Psychologically Illegal to the point that you can be put away for it if you're caught. 

You also can't seem to do it, so it apparently isn't your decision in that respect either. Call a hotline or something and ask for help. 

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There was this girl who used to make anti suicide videos. She'd give advice on what to do if they're feeling suicidal etc. 

On her prom night her date switched up on her and went with someone else. Without warning she hung herself dead. 

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As it turns it's a regular thing for people to signal to others what they aren't. From what I gather the suicidal are silent about it. They don't want to be stopped. Neither the suicidal or those who claim it are respectable. Mourning them is a foolish thing to do. 

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The local psych ward would beg to differ. 

 You can't prove its me

Mostly saying this 'consenting adult' stuff is not really up to you.

While it may to you seem like your decision, what you'd be trying to do to yourself is, for lack of a better term, Psychologically Illegal to the point that you can be put away for it if you're caught. 

You also can't seem to do it, so it apparently isn't your decision in that respect either. Call a hotline or something and ask for help. 

 I can. I fucked up once because when I hung myself the light ripped out of the ceiling, but I was very willing to do so before and I very easily can go through with it now. I just don't want to be impulsive this time that's what fucked it up, I need a plan that will absolutely work but won't disable me or make life worse if I fail. They won't catch me because in person I seem fine and people would have no idea I'm planning on this.

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Cuckoo said: 

There was this girl who used to make anti suicide videos. She'd give advice on what to do if they're feeling suicidal etc. 

On her prom night her date switched up on her and went with someone else. Without warning she hung herself dead. 

.

As it turns it's a regular thing for people to signal to others what they aren't. From what I gather the suicidal are silent about it. They don't want to be stopped. Neither the suicidal or those who claim it are respectable. Mourning them is a foolish thing to do. 

 I mean people were shocked when I tried to hang myself from the ceiling light because I didn't really talk about it to any of them. They all thought I was perfectly fine. I'm a moron because the ceiling light broke because I'm so godamn fat that my stupid fuck self yanked the light out of the ceiling when I jumped instead of hanging from it. 

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Cuckoo said: 

As it turns it's a regular thing for people to signal to others what they aren't. From what I gather the suicidal are silent about it. They don't want to be stopped. Neither the suicidal or those who claim it are respectable. Mourning them is a foolish thing to do. 

It takes, well, 'practice' to get to that tier of self-hatred, they usually begin as something milder and escalate there with time. 

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Cuckoo said: 

As it turns it's a regular thing for people to signal to others what they aren't. From what I gather the suicidal are silent about it. They don't want to be stopped. Neither the suicidal or those who claim it are respectable. Mourning them is a foolish thing to do. 

It takes, well, 'practice' to get to that tier of self-hatred, they usually begin as something milder and escalate there with time. 

 I talk about it here because this is where people are not like "NoOoOoO don't DO IT" like I like this place because people don't fucking care. But what I do want to know here is, in light of how I fucked up by being fat enough to rip the damn ceiling light with me the first goddam time, what are some good methods now and what are the pros and cons of them?

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