You can trust yourself while being neutral about authority. I took an alignment test and got chaotic neutral. https://easydamus.com/alignmenttest.html
I've played the game enough to know I'm in the Lawful/Evil spectrum, the rest are such extremists.
Extremist view.
Neutrality can be the most extreme view at times, who do you think has the room to be the biggest contrarian?
Lawful at least respects structure, and Evil is self serving. Put the two together and it's an ordered individual who doesn't meddle in others' affairs.
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