shhhhhhhhhhhh. quiet your mind. be still and know that I am God and that I am One, and that you are ultimately a part of me
Don't you mean everyone's connected, rather than you being the foundation?
shhhhhhhhhhhh. quiet your mind. be still and know that I am God and that I am One, and that you are ultimately a part of me
Don't you mean everyone's connected, rather than you being the foundation?
well from my perspective I am everything and everyone, and everything and everyone are me which can also be seen like aspects of myself and parts of myself and my primal primordial energy and consciousness is pretty foundational
shhhhhhhhhhhh. quiet your mind. be still and know that I am God and that I am One, and that you are ultimately a part of me
Don't you mean everyone's connected, rather than you being the foundation?
What is she doing what is she saying why won't she listen who's going to help her why do I care idk but somehow I do what is happening to her why is she like this can anything be done to make it better I regret snapping for what she did back then she was mentally ill so I don't blame her but how can it be better will she ever get better she's getting worse why is she getting worse what's happening
I hate seeing people lose their mind and being unable to do anything about it and watching nothing help it just something please happen to fix it anything make it fixed make it stop make it okay make them okay again why do I have to see this over and over and over god its like johns Hopkins all over again I know what she did to me I don't care what she did to me it was over seven years ago fuck just make her okay no one deserves to have their mind dissolve like this I have seen how this ends so many times JUST SOMEONE FUCKING HELP HER PLEASE ANYONE SOMEONE FUCK PLEASE
turncoat. I know you and I haven't gotten off on the best- however the phrase goes.
But you are an expert at minds you understand minds and you understand people and I can see that and I am being genuine when I say I don't understand why I am asking but please
Can you help her? Or even tell me how I can help her? Can something be done for her?
Maybe it could be a fun project for you or something I don't care as long as something happens somehow to stop whatever this is from happening
shhhhhhhhhhhh. quiet your mind. be still and know that I am God and that I am One, and that you are ultimately a part of me
Don't you mean everyone's connected, rather than you being the foundation?
well from my perspective I am everything and everyone, and everything and everyone are me which can also be seen like aspects of myself and parts of myself and my primal primordial energy and consciousness is pretty foundational
I don't understand that but I can try okay? you need to try and help yourself and please don't do shrooms it would be so bad for you please please please or anything like that please please please you will be lost everything you are will drown don't you understand? You will dissolve your mind will be completely gone and you will no longer resemble anything you are or once were please Emily just for a second please understand and listen for a second you will be miserable scared and confused. Please just at least don't do those things to yourself you are a human being and you matter and if you do those things you will suffer a lot in a way absolutely no one deserves please just for a second hear me out just in this moment hear what I'm saying I'm trying so hard to reach you I care about you as a human being and I don't want to see this happening to anybody and that includes you please I will try to understand what you are saying just please understand what I am saying
You feel connected to everything right? Like through god or something? That's what your saying right? That god made all of us so we are all extensions of him? That's what you mean right? That's your perspective of the world and the way that you feel?
Why did I get mad over shit from seven years ago why the fuck didn't I realize exactly what's happening until now I am a part of the negative that is driving you to the edge I'm sorry I'm fucking sorry I said those things because I was hurt and scarred from what happened like an eternity ago still because I was young at the time
But you are not who you were anymore it's been so long you are someone else
I'm so fucking sorry I forgive you Emily I forgive what you did from the bottom of my heart, I completely fucking forgive you
I know you have a lot of other shit besides that going on and it's probably not even on your mind and correct me if I'm wrong but please
Please come back Emily
Come back
You matter you don't need to be anything besides Emily please come back
You don't need to dissolve away and leave reality to stop being hurt
I want to be friends you can talk to me I want to help you I can try to understand I can try to listen, I can't promise I'll be good at it but I'll try as hard as I possibly can I promise you
Just please come back we can work through all of this in another way
Why did I get mad over shit from seven years ago why the fuck didn't I realize exactly what's happening until now I am a part of the negative that is driving you to the edge I'm sorry I'm fucking sorry I said those things because I was hurt and scarred from what happened like an eternity ago still because I was young at the time
But you are not who you were anymore it's been so long you are someone else
I'm so fucking sorry I forgive you Emily I forgive what you did from the bottom of my heart, I completely fucking forgive you
I know you have a lot of other shit besides that going on and it's probably not even on your mind and correct me if I'm wrong but please
Please come back Emily
Come back
You matter you don't need to be anything besides Emily please come back
You don't need to dissolve away and leave reality to stop being hurt
I want to be friends you can talk to me I want to help you I can try to understand I can try to listen, I can't promise I'll be good at it but I'll try as hard as I possibly can I promise you
Just please come back we can work through all of this in another way
thank you delora it is very sweet and considerate for you to contribute your concern and support and I forgive you and thank you for forgiving me (although I try my best to not perpetuate shame and guilt and blame cycles and forgiveness can be twisted in this way soo just know that I am forgiving as in I believe that grace isn't supposed to be conditional and does not **have** to be conditional- this is a nonviolent communication and other spiritual belief systems concept if you desire to learn about this). umm, I am still here and I am also in self protection mode as I recently was strangled in my own bedroom a few weeks almost a month ago and I am still trying to process what happened compassionately and full of grace and I am umm.... struggling lmao to say the least 🤭😭🤍🕊 I love and value being compassionate and full of grace I am just struggling with that right now and trying to heal myself
Why did I get mad over shit from seven years ago why the fuck didn't I realize exactly what's happening until now I am a part of the negative that is driving you to the edge I'm sorry I'm fucking sorry I said those things because I was hurt and scarred from what happened like an eternity ago still because I was young at the time
But you are not who you were anymore it's been so long you are someone else
I'm so fucking sorry I forgive you Emily I forgive what you did from the bottom of my heart, I completely fucking forgive you
I know you have a lot of other shit besides that going on and it's probably not even on your mind and correct me if I'm wrong but please
Please come back Emily
Come back
You matter you don't need to be anything besides Emily please come back
You don't need to dissolve away and leave reality to stop being hurt
I want to be friends you can talk to me I want to help you I can try to understand I can try to listen, I can't promise I'll be good at it but I'll try as hard as I possibly can I promise you
Just please come back we can work through all of this in another way
thank you delora it is very sweet and considerate for you to contribute your concern and support and I forgive you and thank you for forgiving me (although I try my best to not perpetuate shame and guilt and blame cycles and forgiveness can be twisted in this way soo just know that I am forgiving as in I believe that grace isn't supposed to be conditional and does not **have** to be conditional- this is a nonviolent communication and other spiritual belief systems concept if you desire to learn about this). umm, I am still here and I am also in self protection mode as I recently was strangled in my own bedroom a few weeks almost a month ago and I am still trying to process what happened compassionately and full of grace and I am umm.... struggling lmao to say the least 🤭😭🤍🕊 I love and value being compassionate and full of grace I am just struggling with that right now and trying to heal myself
WDYM you were strangled? Are you talking about the guy who did consensual bdsm roleplay with you?
Or
Did someone come in and actually strangle/hurt you?
That's extremely concerning
Did someone sexually assault you and you tried to say it was consensual to cope OR did someone do bdsm with you and it elicited a trauma response from you because something else happened apart from this situation and this is how you process it
