You are emotionally anyway.
And you claim to be submissive.
You’re a child explain that one
Everyone's a child to old people, you're throwing more shade at yourself by saying that.
As for explaining your portion, you have openly admitted to being submissive in the chat when Chapo and I were talking about how subby he is (with him agreeing even) as you claimed he could not be because you are. You also take far more abuse from him than others would from another, and essentially financially cuck yourself ala Findom.
You may be more of a masochist than I am, and I literally get off to pain. You don't even seem to feel shame over it, like a true deviant of the BDSM scene.
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