I'm not lying tc what I am saying is genuinely my honest perspective. We are just starting to get along more. You can opt out of the Emily fight if you want it's okay, but please I actually like you and I don't want to rip away the unspoken truce we have.
I took quite the break from SC so I could come back as less of a crazed lunatic and rethink some things. Although in my absence I did realize I have a lot of anger that I take out on other things, and one of the genuine roots of that anger is in fact many of the things that happened to me in the hands of Emily.
I don't recall everything about that day you and I met, but I know I love and did at the time love br immensely, and I know that I CAN lack empathy and I am trying to improve. What's important is I at least have the self awareness to TRY. I was a young stupid girl back then, give me some time to evolve I'm 24 and I feel it's time I grow up regardless of he said she said about the past.
The Emily thing is simply different due to the severity.
Those tryp things? Silly bullshit on both my part and his, who cares anymore?
And yes, I know I can vengeful and I can be quite sadistic at times if provoked by something enough, I am well aware. That much we can agree on?
Please don't be upset with me, I am being as honest as I can with you from my perspective. I am being quite sincere and I seek diplomacy with you.
Please tc please, I really would like to get along? Please don't be upset with me.
I think there is a lot of misunderstanding between you and I, give me a bit of a chance here upon my return to SC and you will find I just MIGHT surprise you.