You both act like complete idiots but tc never claimed to be a healer. Though you have been trying to claim to be for a while now.
What in this case would be an incomplete idiot?
You both act like complete idiots but tc never claimed to be a healer. Though you have been trying to claim to be for a while now.
her mental health seems to have taken a massive turn for the worse..wait was she always like this? i don't remember her being like this
You both act like complete idiots but tc never claimed to be a healer. Though you have been trying to claim to be for a while now.
her mental health seems to have taken a massive turn for the worse..wait was she always like this? i don't remember her being like this
Yes she just used to stfu more with it. She was like this when we were dating when I was a teenager, she has always been nuts since I was in high school. Like when she was mine in high school she was out of her fucking mind even then, pretending to me she was going to kill herself and that her ex was coming to kill her, and I was this autistic high schooler contacting the police and collecting her info at her request crying my eyes out while my grades dropped from the experience. Evil and sadistic as fuck. And she kept blackmailing me with my nudes pretending to be my ex and threatening to expose me as bisexual to my family if I didn't perform certain acts. Worst gf ever. I still have nightmares where I wake up screaming. Oh well I guess we were just two stupid teens you know? It is what it is and I accept it. Something about that relationship just took a part of my mind away and replaced it with silence and numbness. Then I tried to cope by moving on to allister but we didn't work out, although I was a bit older when I got with him. I wasn't ready to be that immersed in relationships. I'm glad br worked out. Just something about her I can't place what it is it changed me. I was just a stupid 17 year old I guess. Trying to figure shit out. It's not like I had real parents to talk to about it and they wouldn't have understood anyway if I got caught with a girl my dad would have pummeled me into the ground and I was scared of being physically hurt to bad I guess you know?
And then when she crawled out of her hole when I thought it was over and I found her and allister were fapping together it brought back so many memories lol and I just lost my shit.
Although Emily was my first ever sexual relationship so I guess I was dumb in it. None of my relationships before that were really quite so I don't know... Sexual? Like she was my first for a lot of stuff. But she was there for my when my parents weren't in a way.
It's my stupid fault though I guess haha her and I were just dumb stupid teens you know? She was just way smarter than me in some kind of way and was just able to trick me and manipulate me and mentally fuck me on so many levels and my autistic stupid naive ass was to dumb to be any match to her. Something about her she was smarter.
Bitches ain't shit.
Dummy. Stupid dummy. Stupid dummy blackmailing stupid stupid stupid
"And she kept blackmailing me with my nudes pretending to be my ex and threatening to expose me as bisexual to my family if I didn't perform certain acts."
WHAT???
Bump.
Emily youre a fucking terrible person. I hope everytime you try to "purge your soul" of evil you are flooded with the guilt of having manipulated an autistic minor for acts of sexual deviancy. I dont know what you believe in but if you believe in heaven there is no way in hell that youre ending up there.
Your sad state of mind was pitiful before but if everything Delora says is true then you can consider your brokenness to be recompense.
How do you reconcile your "healer" fantasy with the fact that you are deplorable to your very core.
"And she kept blackmailing me with my nudes pretending to be my ex and threatening to expose me as bisexual to my family if I didn't perform certain acts."
WHAT???
Bump.
Emily youre a fucking terrible person. I hope everytime you try to "purge your soul" of evil you are flooded with the guilt of having manipulated an autistic minor for acts of sexual deviancy. I dont know what you believe in but if you believe in heaven there is no way in hell that youre ending up there.
Your sad state of mind was pitiful before but if everything Delora says is true then you can consider your brokenness to be recompense.
How do you reconcile your "healer" fantasy with the fact that you are deplorable to your very core.
I literally JUST found out she was a grown ass woman and not a real teenager in high school like she claimed she was. Like after I made that reply post. She just slipped up claiming she's 28 and she has also claimed to be in her late thirties before which br told me. Him and I don't discuss my exes much and so the topic of her including a lot of the abuse never actually came up.
Her excuse is she was "mentally a teenager"
And right now it's like, I don't know how I feel now that I know that. And I really need some time I guess?
"And she kept blackmailing me with my nudes pretending to be my ex and threatening to expose me as bisexual to my family if I didn't perform certain acts."
WHAT???
Yeah it was really messed up and I really dove even further into weird porn at the time just to kind of cope and feel some sense of control over my body and myself because of what was happening and my porn addiction hasn't really improved since.
