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ty for sharing the youtube vids, i was genuinely curious where you were getting info about all of this from. what do you call it? just, shamanism? 

Blanc said: 

ty for sharing the youtube vids, i was genuinely curious where you were getting info about all of this from. what do you call it? just, shamanism? 

no prob,  and well Steve Nobel uses shamanistic techniques such as soul retrieval and energy extraction so hmm  I am not sure what else to call it other than self healing  it is self healing using shamanistic techniques without having to actually be a shaman,  if you were a shaman you would feel and perceive being called by spirit to become a healer for other people as like your life purpose and also practice shamanistic techniques on yourself and on the people that you help

I can purposefully trance journey and I have,  but usually I am just in both the spirit realm and this physical realm at the same time with more focus on the physical realm unless seeking guidance or being guided,  I just see journeying as potentially dangerous and am avoiding it until it seems safe to me if it ever does  I already tend to get myself in trouble spiritually and then have to get myself out of it as a learning process and I do not want to like mess something up worse in a trance journey

shamanqueen said: 

Blanc said: 

ty for sharing the youtube vids, i was genuinely curious where you were getting info about all of this from. what do you call it? just, shamanism? 

 

no prob,  and well Steve Nobel uses shamanistic techniques such as soul retrieval and energy extraction so hmm  I am not sure what else to call it other than self healing  it is self healing using shamanistic techniques without having to actually be a shaman,  if you were a shaman you would feel and perceive being called by spirit to become a healer for other people as like your life purpose and also practice shamanistic techniques on yourself and on the people that you help

 

I can purposefully trance journey and I have,  but usually I am just in both the spirit realm and this physical realm at the same time with more focus on the physical realm unless seeking guidance or being guided,  I just see journeying as potentially dangerous and am avoiding it until it seems safe to me if it ever does  I already tend to get myself in trouble spiritually and then have to get myself out of it as a learning process and I do not want to like mess something up worse in a trance journey

 

 

Give up these noises
Silence my mind
We all have choices
Where can I find

My happy place
My happy place
My happy place
My happy place
My happy place

Fuck me up
Fuck me up
Fuck me up
Fuck me up
Fuck me up
Fuck me up
Fuck me up
Fuck me up
Fuck me up
On a spiritual level
On a spiritual level
On a spiritual level
On a spiritual level (my happy place)
Fuck me up
Fuck me up
Fuck me up
Fuck me up
Fuck me up
Fuck me up
Fuck me up
Fuck me up
On a spiritual level
On a spiritual level
On a spiritual level
On a spiritual level

Shut up around me
Voices about
Swear I'm not crazy
What's the amount for

My happy place
My happy place
My happy place
My happy place
My happy place

Fuck me up
Fuck me up
Fuck me up
Fuck me up
Fuck me up
Fuck me up
Fuck me up
Fuck me up
Fuck me up
On a spiritual level (Woo!)
On a spiritual level (Woo!)
On a spiritual level (Woo!)
On a spiritual level (Woo!)
Wait
Fuck me up
Fuck me up
Fuck me up
Fuck me up
Fuck me up
Fuck me up
Fuck me up
On a spiritual level (Woo!)
On a spiritual level (Woo!)
On a spiritual level (Woo!)
On a spiritual level (my happy place)
My happy place

this song's lyrics has been my spiritual process for as long as I've known and until I know for sure that I am stabilized I do not want to take this process of mine back into journeying 

the first time that i journeyed I went in no protection except with my tiger power animal that merged with me and went directly into confronting my worst fears and demons,  and asking them to please leave and then later on deciding that I should eat and merge with my worst fears and demons to attempt to assert dominance and I am now having to do like a massive cleanse of all types of lower vibrational energetic attachments  soo yeah, trying to not have a repeatedly terrifying journey for a little while even though I feel recovered from it and in a better more balanced calm place now than I can ever remember being in  I just want to make sure that it lasts before journeying again

Turncoat doesn't have to be perfect. I'd say your interaction with him has been healthy for you.

shamanqueen said: 

FOTS said: 

shamanqueen said: 

see through the deception and thrive  seek healers who have healed the roots of their trauma / their core wounds if you actually want to have a healthy life

 

 

 that is good to know. can you tell me how you healed your trauma/core wounds so i can address my own?  you are a healer and say that means the person must have healed. you wouldnt lie to me would you?

 

try these meditations to start with  (the shielding parts optional I do not necessarily believe in shielding at least not at this time)

 

 

Steve Nobel has a lot of awesome shamanic meditations and works with angelic entities

 

 

 I tried and it just didnt work. I feel like im spiraling into a deep dark depression now. I guess what works for one person may not work for another. There's no catch all solution to all your problems?

FOTS said: 

shamanqueen said: 

FOTS said: 

 that is good to know. can you tell me how you healed your trauma/core wounds so i can address my own?  you are a healer and say that means the person must have healed. you wouldnt lie to me would you?

 

try these meditations to start with  (the shielding parts optional I do not necessarily believe in shielding at least not at this time)

 

 

Steve Nobel has a lot of awesome shamanic meditations and works with angelic entities

 

 

 I tried and it just didnt work. I feel like im spiraling into a deep dark depression now. I guess what works for one person may not work for another. There's no catch all solution to all your problems?

lie to someone else I am not interested,  like I said I am only trying to help people that are interested in healing

myself and demons have had a complicated relationship in the past  (minus the physical floating I'm prob too "thicc")  :p

shamanqueen said: 

FOTS said: 

shamanqueen said: 

 

try these meditations to start with  (the shielding parts optional I do not necessarily believe in shielding at least not at this time)

 

 

Steve Nobel has a lot of awesome shamanic meditations and works with angelic entities

 

 

 I tried and it just didnt work. I feel like im spiraling into a deep dark depression now. I guess what works for one person may not work for another. There's no catch all solution to all your problems?

 

lie to someone else I am not interested

 

 

 That's so rude of you to discount my personal experiences. Thats very closed minded of you for a shaman. If you were to properly meditate and reflect with angelic entities you would hear from them that what I say is true. This is me finally looking for penance and salvation. To deny me of it would be cruel.

FOTS said: 

shamanqueen said: 

FOTS said: 

 I tried and it just didnt work. I feel like im spiraling into a deep dark depression now. I guess what works for one person may not work for another. There's no catch all solution to all your problems?

 

lie to someone else I am not interested

 

 

 That's so rude of you to discount my personal experiences. Thats very closed minded of you for a shaman. If you were to properly meditate and reflect with angelic entities you would hear from them that what I say is true. This is me finally looking for penance and salvation. To deny me of it would be cruel.

hmm. okay I'll pray for you and ask what the recommend  I am about to do a long meditation session so I am calling to mind everything that I want to release permanently right now and saying goodbye to it before I start

Someday
Someday

Nights are numb, days are dead
Tried to fix you, broke myself instead
I wonder why I can't sleep without you by my–

Wish I, I could find the words to say
Words to say to you
Wish that you could see the other way
Someday

Someday I'll be better
Now that you gone, I'll burn all your letters
And write all your wrongs
Right now I am barely off of my knees
But someday I'll find peace
Someday, someday, someday I'll find peace
Someday, someday, someday I'll find

What's it like? How's your life?
Did it hurt you when you saw me cry?
I wonder why I still think about you all the–

Wish I, I could find the words to say
Words to say to you
Wish that you could see the other way
Someday

Someday I'll be better
Now that you gone, I'll burn all your letters
And write all your wrongs
Right now I am barely off of my knees
But someday I'll find peace
Someday, someday, someday I'll find peace
Someday, someday, someday I'll find

Someday
Someday

Someday I'll be better
Now that you gone, I'll burn all your letters
And write all your wrongs
Right now I am barely off of my knees
But someday I'll find (One, two, three) peace
Someday, someday, someday I'll find peace
Someday, someday, someday I'll find
Someday, someday, someday I'll find
Someday, someday, someday I'll find