your posts betray you, Natasha and lena got under your skin
I would say Lena hit a nerve once and I wanted to choke Natasha in the past, but I've since forgiven them. Not my proudest moment, but I don't remain angry or petty for long. I'm too egotistical to be bothered by anyone, especially not women.
Why do you have an 'l' in your name?
Why do you have an 'pl' in your name, Ape Genius?
I believe you TC, when you say you feel you're swimming in a sea of time trying to find something to swim to, because your days seem like a purposeless void where time is endless and the days, weeks, months and years roll into each other to the point where one year is hardly discernible from another and it's all just one long sprawling day, until that day somehow simply runs out, ending in a slow dark melancholy, alongside a bitter taste of poverty, but apart from that bleak summation, surely you must be able to see that not everyone lives like you, and, most people don't have the empty pointless luxury of just watching their days slowly slip away into nothing, and for most people, time is a valuable resource so they are not prone to piss it all away reading every meaningless shitpost or delusional ramble made by their psychotic e-friends, because they have real friends, and family, and jobs and school and goals and dreams they're swimming towards, so while your existence works perfectly for you and makes you feel content, it's not a common existence that translates into happiness for the majority of people's lives, and I'm surprised you don't know this or can't at least imagine another's reality and perspective, because it feels like you're justifying how the things you do that most people would find so boring, to the point their brain cells voluntarily suicide, is somehow enlightening, when it's not, it's like you think you're hunting for a marble in the city of Chicago, while for the rest of us, an elephant sits on the sofa in plain sight.
Bruh use periods.
I think what I often don't account for is moreso that I read and write a lot faster than other people, so they find what I can do without any strain as oddly exhausting.
Should I pity that or something?
stop this charade. this place is your life, you get damn near psychotic and suicidal when ur modship is put in jeopardy. don't try to make out you're some genius who gleans massive input from the time some insecure bitch didn't shitpost quite the same way. if that's what you enjoy more power to you, but don't try to spin it into some noble act when in reality it's quite sad and surely can't be that rewarding.
