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Tryptamine said: 

healingqueen said: 

Tryptamine said: 

It does suck that you get limitations and obstacles that others didn't have to deal with. For example if you grow up without a parental figure, usually you end up socially fucked in some way. Some lose those close to them early on to death, and it makes it more difficult for them to handle things. Not everyone gets to grow up on some island in Italy, and furthermore when you grow up elsewhere there's usually some genetic baggage that locks people into certain environments. It's not fair, but it's also not the fault of the person who got a better dice roll on where they were born and to who.

 

yeah I think that I need to accept that everyone is on their own unique different life path and to forgive them and accept forgiveness for myself and to let go of trying to control anyone else and let God be in control and not myself

I release this burden and responsibility of feeling like other people who have not done shadow work are cheating to God to take care of

 

and yeah sometimes life at least appears to be unfair and unjust and I do not know all of the reasons why it appears that way  or if it is that way even from a more expansive perspective

 

 

Emphasize what you're good at, don't worry about how others are more lucky in some ways. That's my 2 cents, I can be mad all day about how I was born poor, but after a certain point it's just emotional masturbation.

 Healthy attitude. Can you help me too lol I hate being a former only child and lately  I would sooner kill myself than outlive my parents 

Why can't you outlive your parents?

Tryptamine said: 

Why can't you outlive your parents?

 It’s not fair. This is me getting mad over something out of my control. But really I’m afraid I will be alone. Can I actually admit that? I guess I just did 

Yeah but to what extent is that due to you just not even trying? You're trying a bit more, going on apps and stuff. You're in a difficult situation, I get that. I don't think you're in an impossible situation, I think you have to figure out what kind of future you really want.

When I see you ask for help on texting, it looks like you're trying to run game, but you've been so out of the game that you're running cringe. You are doing too much shit tests and stuff like, "sorry I can't meet, I'm doing my hair today", but high value men don't need to put up with any of that shit. They will just meet another woman who is more fun. I am guessing the flip side is that you are probably nervous about meeting these men. If that's the case, then address that.

healingqueen said: 

and idk how to stop thinking that I was stupid for not respecting the earth and people

I was raised around people with a lot of subconscious hate and disrespect for themselves and other people and the earth in their subconscious that I picked up on even though most of them are blissfully unaware of their own subconscious because most people do not do shadow work  and then I absorbed it became like them too except for I was conscious of it and so it did not look like the typical blissful narcissism of modern society

but now I feel stupid and I feel like other people are stupid too because I see through to their subconscious stuff and I do not want to be like them anymore  I want to be self aware and compassionate and respectful of other people and the earth

but idk how to stop feeling so stupid and resenting humanity for the majority of them not doing shadow work and not actually coming to an understanding of themselves like I had to do and am still having to do

I do not want to see people this way but it is super difficult not to because I am in this world and the spirit world at the same time and I have been all of my life

I want to respect them but I am struggling to respect their lack of self-awareness  like  being unself-aware just looks like stupidity from my perspective  how do I have a perspective shift because I feel soo annoyed and frustrated with humanity

and I feel frustrated at them that I did not do my own shadow work sooner because I was not raised in a culture that practices this as a regular practice

 

how do I accept all of the blissful narcissistic self and other people hatred that I pick up on so often ?  I am willing to try I just do not know how

 It sounds like you might be feeling guilty, but not aware of what it is, just that you feel like you're disrespecting humanity. 

We don't have to make an impression with everyone. Most people who exist won't know us, nor will we know them or interact with them. The ones who matter are the ones we do interact with.

Try calling people you've disrespected in the past, and if you can reach, them, just say you'd like to make amends, apologize whatever. People respect that kind of behavior, even if they would say bad things about you from what you may have done in the past.

You do that just once, and you'll feel better, just don't pig out on the glory of forgiveness or else you'll find yourself having another episode in an effort to find instant relief for whatever is bugging you.

And I understand, sometimes you're the one who needs to forgive others, don't worry about that too much, forgive others on the side and be that good woman you're making of yourself. 

Spatial Mind said: 

healingqueen said: 

and idk how to stop thinking that I was stupid for not respecting the earth and people

I was raised around people with a lot of subconscious hate and disrespect for themselves and other people and the earth in their subconscious that I picked up on even though most of them are blissfully unaware of their own subconscious because most people do not do shadow work  and then I absorbed it became like them too except for I was conscious of it and so it did not look like the typical blissful narcissism of modern society

but now I feel stupid and I feel like other people are stupid too because I see through to their subconscious stuff and I do not want to be like them anymore  I want to be self aware and compassionate and respectful of other people and the earth

but idk how to stop feeling so stupid and resenting humanity for the majority of them not doing shadow work and not actually coming to an understanding of themselves like I had to do and am still having to do

I do not want to see people this way but it is super difficult not to because I am in this world and the spirit world at the same time and I have been all of my life

I want to respect them but I am struggling to respect their lack of self-awareness  like  being unself-aware just looks like stupidity from my perspective  how do I have a perspective shift because I feel soo annoyed and frustrated with humanity

and I feel frustrated at them that I did not do my own shadow work sooner because I was not raised in a culture that practices this as a regular practice

 

how do I accept all of the blissful narcissistic self and other people hatred that I pick up on so often ?  I am willing to try I just do not know how

 It sounds like you might be feeling guilty, but not aware of what it is, just that you feel like you're disrespecting humanity. 

We don't have to make an impression with everyone. Most people who exist won't know us, nor will we know them or interact with them. The ones who matter are the ones we do interact with.

Try calling people you've disrespected in the past, and if you can reach, them, just say you'd like to make amends, apologize whatever. People respect that kind of behavior, even if they would say bad things about you from what you may have done in the past.

You do that just once, and you'll feel better, just don't pig out on the glory of forgiveness or else you'll find yourself having another episode in an effort to find instant relief for whatever is bugging you.

And I understand, sometimes you're the one who needs to forgive others, don't worry about that too much, forgive others on the side and be that good woman you're making of yourself. 

thank you